Wednesday, July 15, 2009
JW called ask me to hang out,
more like a no-tih. fuck shit.
damn, if i would have know i wouldn't have said anything.no i believe you don't know, you can't fucking read my thoughts.Go have your fun, maybe it will make me think of what i truely want for a while...take all this crap your giving me back.if you want it this way you will have it.i'm sick and tired of feeling fustrated.
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 2:40 PM.
whats' inside?
i don't know how to say....
you dun seem to know.
nobody. nth.
finishing up the project.
i hope i can make it till the deadlines.
take it all. leave it.
it all seems familiar.....
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 2:34 PM.
Monday, July 13, 2009
a pull. a push. a bruise and nothing more.
just the coldness.
i need to find myself through all this madness.
i need to go back to the start.
i need to sort everything.
called up people that i kinda left behind.
yes, and i still have no clue on what i was.
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 3:13 PM.
I wished you were here...
i'm just overwhelmed with everything.
i know i said nothing.
[i don't see the need to.]
so i brokedown, got nowhere to go.
where was i again?
right. just pathetic.
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 3:08 PM.
