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Friday, October 31, 2008

Tag by MINN. [that idiot.]
since i need something really retarded to occupy my head,
the nervousness of PP is killing me.

slept late and woke up at 9!
9 leh!

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted in the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and post their names,
then goes to their blog and leave a comment,
letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 11.14am
Name: christine jaden tjia min li
Sisters: 0
Brothers: 2, younger.
Shoe size: hmmm.. 5?
Height: 161
Where do you live: Hougang.
Favourite drinks: water and all the unhealthies.
Breakfast: the usual american breakfast.
Have You EverSwim in the ocean: yea.
Fallen asleep in school: yea.
Broken some one's heart: hmm.
Fell off your chair: pretty dumb right? but i did.
Waited for someone to call: yea. like a idiot.
Saved e-mails: nah, i R-A-R-E-L-Y open my email.
What is your room like: looking like im in dark arts?
Whats right beside you: left or right? left side is the keyboard, right side is a stack of sketchbooks.
What is the last thing you ate: hmmm... dinner. i had steak.
Ever Had Chicken pox: yea.
Sore throat: yea.
Stitches: yea. [and the one saying: "fight somemore lah". just shut up okay.]
Broken nose: nah.
Do you believe in love at first sight: no.
Like picnics: yeah.
Who was/were the last person you danced with: i can hardly remember.
Last made you smile: melissa.
You last yelled at someone: yesterday

Today
Did you talk to someone you like: that totally depends on the extend of liking.
Kissed anyone: will make it a point to later.
Get sick: yeah. stupid sore throat. [and i have presentation later!]
Talk to an ex: yeah.
Missed someone: does thinking count?
Eat: later.
Best feeling in the world: NO!
Do you sleep with your stuffed animals: no. i prefer a hell lot of stuff pillows and bolsters.
Whats under your bed: my dog. i have no idea what is angel doing there.
Who do you really hate: no one actually.
What time is it now: 11.40am [getting irritated at this quiz and losing concentration.]

Random
Is there a person who is on your mind now: Shut up.
Do you have any siblings: i answered just now right? 2. dammit TWO. T-W-O which part of T-W-O do you not understand.
Do you want children: not really. if necessary, just one. so i can give all the best.
Do you smile often: i believe so.
Do you like your handwriting: i happen to hate it to the core.
Are your toe-nails painted: nope.
Whose bed other than yours would your rather sleep in: shut up seriously.
What colour shirt are you wearing now: green and grey.
What were you doing at 7.00p.m yesterday: restaurant, eating.
When did you last cry: THAT day.
Are you a friendly person: am i not?
Do you have any pets: yeah. i have a pet dog, angel and a birdy called evelyn.
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: probably at home or in school?
Did you hold hands with the person who mean anything to you now: yeah.
Do you sleep with the tv on: i can't, i'm a light sleeper.
What are you doing right now: doing this fucking quiz and drinking orange juice.
Have you ever crawled through a window: yeah.
Can you handle the truth: why not. rather truth then lies.
Are you too forgiving: yeah. i heard i am.
Are you closer to your mother or father: ain't it obvious.? no?
let me give you a clue. SHE'S the best.
Who was the last person you cried in front of: probably myself.
How many people can you say you've really loved: hmmm.. what's loved.
Do you eat healthy: no.
Do you still have pictures of you and your ex: yup.
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: yeah, she did it.
If you're having a bad day, who are you likely to go to: melissa or scaved.
Are you confident: o.O yeah.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago.
1. climbing the exteriors of houses trying to make it to the rooftops.
2. sitting at the dining table, taking up to 2 - 5 hours to chew the food down.
3. fighting with brothers every single day, in the imaginary world that we are in WWF.
4. getting my maid to cook extra spicy stuff, saying its mummy that asked her to.
5. eating every single candy i can get my hands on.

5 things on my to-do list today.
1. do not screw up the presentation.
2. memories some stuff.
3. i need to buy ciggs.
4. meet melissa for dinner.
5. today is Halloween. P____!

5 snacks I enjoy
1: bliss' tiramisu.
2: ruffles cedder cheese.
3: taco spicy.
4: the jelly sweets.
5: chocolates [altho you kill me.]

5 things I would do if I'm a billionaire
1: get a house and interior design it my own way.
2: get some CARS!
3: give some to charity.
4: send gifts to friends and hold a house party.
5: ask her to marry me.


5 of my bad points
1: i stone alot.
2: i'm paranoid.
3: hard to get my trust.
4: even harder to hold me down.
5: i really don't know why i did that, sometimes.

5 people i tagged!!!! [i heart this part.]
1. HI MENNY!
2. HI YINGCHIAN.
3. HI PHYLIS.
4. HI FYNN.
5. HI RONGGGGGGGGGG. !!!!


whoever thats in heaven up there, bless me.
may i not get hacked up by this people stated above.
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 11:02 AM.


okay.
i promise not to throw you away when im angry.
i promise to try not to drop you a certain height off my hands.
just don't leave me again.
yes, i got my handphone back.
contact me people..
AND
AND
AND
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!
trick or treat?

leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 10:47 AM.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

they say its only 15mins.
they say it's like presenting powerpoint slides.
they say your PP advisor will help you.
my PP advisor is MATTHEW leh.
he hates me.


damn it.
now start panicking.

leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 9:06 PM.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Say what?
hahaha.

come to thnk of it,
i was on the verge of giving up PP and school.
hmmmm...
thinking if i were to really go for the presentation....
i started panicking
i would be so bloody short of time.

okay, shut up.
i completed my PP poster in less then 2 hours.
under the naggy zinc's watch and instructions.
[dont get it wrong she's the best.]

i didn't get distracted.
=]



i'm heading out today.
without a phone!
BUT im getting it back tonight.
because he said i would, i would get it back.
right?


now, which movie should i watch?

leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 9:38 AM.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

i will be alright.
=]

for now, i have got like the bloody PP POSTER to do!
damn swot analysis.
i tot today was like sunday.

damn.
2 more days.

leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 3:39 PM.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

what could be worse?
everything.
guys, my handphone is gone.
so there's really no means off contacting me.
meaning plans for the entire week would be canceled.
got into a fight with that bastard at home.
guess who came out a victor,
80kg v.s. 48kg.
pretty happy aint it, for you.
a swollen face, a teary bloodshot eye.
bruised and bleeding.
because of what?
i can hardly remember.
all i remembered was the laughter he could still let out,
after leaving me on the floor bleeding.
he continued to watch the show...
if it wasnt for mum,
i would have taken a knife and stabbed you.

it wont be long.
i have nothing to leave for now.

leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 1:45 PM.

Saturday, October 25, 2008

A hell lot of bruises and cuts.
whats worse then this?











it certainly wasn't looking so bad
when i headed home for a bath.








i mean come on its just a bruise
and a lost of abit of flesh...














i was proven so wrong
the next morning.

Fucking painful thank you.




















okay so there are alot of cuts all over,
knuckles are bruised,
one swollen left eye[credits to valerie],
and a right side face thats SO UGLY [thats the above pictures.]






JUST IN CASE YOUR WONDERING!
i didn't get into a fight kae.




amazing ain't it?
how breakdancing and basketball
proves to be dangerous and violent sports.



At BBall;
Shorty was freaking trying to make me a blind.
she practically elbowed my eye.



























and of all the swelling and pain only happened hit me this morning.
no wonder i had trouble getting up and off the bed.
and here comes kelvin screaming/asking "who hit you?"



IM FUCKING HUNGRY AND I JUST WOKE UP.
I SMELL EMPEROR'S CHICKEN AND GARDEN SALAD!!!



man, should i go to shovis house later.
so bruised.
i need shades or specs.


leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 12:51 PM.

Friday, October 24, 2008

since pri5.
i really forgotten what happiness taste like.
im a fucking fake.
smiles and masks aside.
what's inside?

leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 3:36 PM.



rem wat i told u.
u can' really appreciate happyness
until u appreciate being unhappy.
i totally appreciate it mr patrick.
everyone is just so sad nowadays.

leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 2:03 PM.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

so totally looking forward:
HOLIDAYS, MISS HOLIDAYS IS HEREEEE.
NO SCHOOL = HAVE TIME TO DO PP POSTER.

Saturday: BBQ at shovis house.
Sunday: learn the breakdance steps or i die.
Monday: KTV and Drinking again...


im such a no lifer.
i want to meet up with people that i haven meet for a really long time.

most importantly, i want to forget.
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 2:31 PM.


credits: minn blog.

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2 Words of Affirmation
9 Quality Time
6 Receiving of Gifts
4 Acts of Service
9 Physical Touch


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Take the quiz.
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 8:57 AM.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

A spit of blood.
then the blood just rushed out.
choked and a cough in the tissue.
i didn't drink, i thought it's only when i drink.
put the tissue on my lip and there it is again.
time to get up and leave.
maybe a smoke will stop the hurting.
and it did.
till the heart hurted.
it wanted to give up, but i told it to beat.
a foot into the house.
a sigh of relief.

leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 1:09 PM.


I WAS EARLY FOR OPERATING SYSTEMS!!!
it's so crappy the feeling of dissappointing my mum.
by skipping school and so many red grades meaning this >>> (-o.5)

geting A's but with a (-o.5)
its a B.
get it?

sorry mummy,
you have high expectations like getting me into U.
but i really ont think i can make it with my grades like this.
a dissappointment, thats what i have been.
and i'll always be....



and so i have to release my emotions.
i heading down to K with friends.
been a long time, tot it would help.
releasing makes it worse,it's better cropped inside.
when friends fret and get bothered.
when they see your pain.
it just gets worse.



i had fun singing..
and i realised i have a very girly voice.
i can go DAMN HIGH. but i can't sing low.
BUTBUT BUT i have ZINC.
GOSH. SHE'S DAMN MAN.
and her voice is damn nice!!!!!!!!!!






that's Kristen [my PB.]
and her Gf...
what's her name again?

hmmm... Yvonne!
yes, like my cuz.
von.















this is Zinc.
the shyshy,
but damn man inside Zinc.




there were only two mic
in the room.
but then again!

RAIN is a borned-mic.
she has one inside her throat i swear!



the camwhores.
Fynn and Rain [in green.]








sang and sang.
that one song, had me broke down in tears.
the first love song made it worse.
memories flooded back.
a hard to hold back.
i love you so.
didn't you know.
impossible.


leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 12:53 PM.

Monday, October 20, 2008

The result; is a spit of blood.

Went church that saturday.
man, cried my eyes out.
mel cried too..
how we both tried to keep it all in
but i all comes tumbling out in front of daddy god.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Then i went timbre to meet the REST!!!!
so what if we drink and smoke alot.
so what if we are a crazy bunch.
i truely had fun for a day.
just let me suffer the consequences someday else.








thats birdy and me.
by the dork.
at clarke quay.
















angel, birdy and me.














thats us.
and a lot more,
but thats just us.
that's the most important.


germaine, birdy, rong, angel, me and shovis.









she's mine.
okay lah, i totally worship her feet.

<<< yes. HER
the lead singer's voice is damn sexy, strong and whatsoever.
and plus shes hilarious and funny and and like awsome.


altho i got sabo-ed by my friends and
im like damn scared to death on stage
in front of so many people somemore.
she hold me close. so comforting lahhh..






gosh, the UMBRELLA GUY.
damn cute.. too bad i dont have a pic.


leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 8:55 AM.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

They said; it's Fate that people meet or come by your way.
for a reason so strong to change, to keep or to move on.
but have you heard of a wrong fate?
A fate for paths to be crossed, that shouldnt have even taken place at all.

sometimes i wonder....
where did all the innocence that we are borned with went to.







leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 1:35 PM.


I seriously hate PHP coding.
it's not just the module itself,
it's also the retarded rahim as my faci.
WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING IN SCHOOL....
i need to catch a movie;
maybe "the house bunny"
or like some comedy flick.!
RANDOM NEWS:
LINDSAY LOHAN IS A LESBIAN.
zomg, shes totally hot.

leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 1:28 PM.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008



leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 9:39 PM.


Yes, a new blog skin.
since everyone keeps telling me im emo enough.
and my blogskin just makes it worse.
the ciggs are the only thing keeping me alive now.

leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 9:16 PM.

Monday, October 13, 2008

my heart can't take it anymore.

leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 1:58 PM.


Finally finished fliming on saturday,
before 7 somemore.!!

was abit of a hard parting moment for us,
seem to have grown a bit of attachment.
[shall up load the last day's picture of the whole crew once i get the pictures.]
[maybe get the whole flim from ghee also!!]


so i met at cathay IVAN TAN!!
omg. been eyons since i have seen him.
so excited can!
then menny got jealous he gave more attention to me then her.

come to think of it,
i haven't seen sheena for a really long time either.
where are you!!!

Labels:


leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 1:56 PM.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

i finally see the amount of pain im causing you.
i shouldn't have asked you to stay.

"just go. leave."
i thought i could hurt no more.

one final look.
a moment so close, closed.
you walked on pass me.
away.





leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 6:42 PM.

Friday, October 10, 2008

Hectic Schedule:
for saturday...

i rejected a clubbing invitation;
BECAUSE OF YOU KHOO GHEE TING!!



gotta rise and shine at 10am tmr.!
meet ghee and menny before we meet the rest of the crew for filming.
Fliming till 6pm. [because i requested so.]

have to rush to meet stone at C_____.
hopefully... i won't be late again.

then attend Xiao Mark's birthday PARTY.
and probably die there...
trying to forget the lousy loser i am after that,
grieving and wishing away..


things to do?
not to say i have to pack 3 sets of clothes of the filming,
get enough rest tonight and not think about anything
happening tomorrow [Highly requested by dear shovis.]
and MEMORIZE THE SCRIPT!!!
until i get nightmares and started blabbering the lines while i SLEEP.





did i say i need a good night sleep badly?
3 hours for 2 days is no good.

I paralysed like half of my body today...
the reason?
i have no fucking idea.


the heart pumped at horse chottering rate.
hand trembled and went numb.
could control the fingers, they went rigid and stayed like that.
for like 1 hour.

leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 8:33 PM.


I fear the lost of sanity.
i really do.

leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 2:41 PM.


I thought a stayover at mel's hall would help.
and i swear NTU is damn far.

but it was quite fun lah the company...
heading to school alone is damn long from boon lay.
fuck shit.


i'm feeling really horrible inside.
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 2:24 PM.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008















Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:

Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You are very tidy person.
There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes. When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside.
You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be. You are not a romantic person by nature. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

take the quiz: http://www.drawahouse.com/TakeTheTest/
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 4:10 PM.

Monday, October 6, 2008

WHILE FLIMING.





























my fav equip.
my facination,
i call it maomao.





















ghee and menny.
yes. she's the lighting girl.




















Hazel is damn cute.
DIRECTOR hazel.










LASTLY




















time for a drag with kristin.
she's my PB buddy.
hahhaa.

LEAN MEAT PLEASE.
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 3:45 PM.


FLIMING IN PROGRESS.
I didn't know i can act that well!!
okay. i'm just lying.

i totally screwed up my script.
aside from the fact i got the script on that day itself,
aside from the fact that i'm bloody sick.
[i have like fucking fever, a menses is coming thing in my stomach and like a hell of a sore throat]


Ghee have to thank Me and Menny like a thousand times seriously!
especially the B__ scene.
fuck sia, i have to wear a TUBE and try to look N____...
and pretend with menny.
the L__ r_____g part is FUCKING HORRIBLE.

Last thing on earth i wana be is a ACTRESS with a memory like mine.
next saturday, to complete 3 more scenes and i'm done.
fuck. we have to do it outdoors, how paisei.!
better start looking at the lines i have to remember.



then we went to celebrate ZINC's BIRTHDAY.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BITCH!
that was so saturday..
her birthday is sunday people.
Sunday is a stay home to rest.
but then Miss Menses really dropped by and killed me.
4 months+ without it and i still don't like her company.
PAINS ME so badly i was a invalid the whole day...
end up lying on the couch,
watching "jumong" a new korean drama.~

IT'S MONDAY!
okay. it's pretty relaxed today..
alot of read up and MY TEAM BULLY ME.
hahahhaa. cries.

finally met up with ais,
realised that we totally missed each other.
aside from the stupid people thinking that we have something going on under.
everything was pretty much awesome.

KRISTIN thinks ais is preetttyyy siiaaaa...
hahah.
she's so killing me.

there are times.
A disagreement.
when inside our circle of friends,
things become rough and unbearable.
spoiling a whole friendship that took years to build.


GREAT. I'M HAVING UT SOON...
and like, i just got a call from Birdy that Rong is in the Hospital.
there goes the plan to cut my hair today.
ARGHHHHHHHH..



leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 3:28 PM.

Friday, October 3, 2008

PLAY was damn awful yesterday,
as in the music the DJ was playing.
but its the company that keeps us all happy..

One stupid thing i had to do?
the loser has to go dance with the drunkard.
guess who lost. ME!

i dont have a picture yet of that night.
but ohwell.
it was quite fun.
not exact mind blowing dynamic fun.
but as i said, it's the company that counts.
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 3:42 PM.


Somehow, i just feel like trash inside.
the things cropped up inside pile-ing up day by day.
it's dragging me down and i'm not getting anywhere.
Maybe i should just take a foot out
even though i know i'm gonna be wrong about that one step.
talk about a breather, talk about the faces that are a blur.
it's getting no where.
i'm back at square one.

leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 3:27 PM.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Okay. thats like a total BLUR!
feels like i hadn't been in school for about a week...
from friday till thursday, today.


Friday-f1
Saturday-f1
Sunday-f1


Monday:
had school.
then went to pan pacific hotel with vally wally to meet the rest.
Siok, Rong, Angel, Evelyn, Valerie, Jael, Cynthia, Joan......
had xiao long bao at this chinese restaurant with mian.
[i still prefer crystal jade’s]

Then we went timber.
Rong says since i don’t get drunk easily i should try FLAMING TOWER.
But then like very scary like that,
so i gave eve a straw and asked her to drink with me.


DRINKING FLAMES DOWN!!!
They were damn unprofessional because my straw like MELTED.
Not 1 time but 3 times!!!


i shall go try it somewhere else.

Oh the pizza there is damn good.
Thin crust my favourite.

TUESDAY:
Eve gave a wake up call to me.
Meet the rest at kovan, rong drove us to SENTOSA.
Bought a hell load of stuff including volleyball and guess what?
just as i thought of getting a tan.
Bloody hell,.. It started to RAIN!!!!



































So we went NUS, grabbed Subway for lunch..
Because rong has a 30min language class.

we decided to wait for her then head over to shovis house.




30mins:
Plus Ahlif/leaf was dozing off in the car,























So.

Me, angel, evee and shovis had our girls talk.
Hushhush.









































Let the pictures do the talking...
At shovis’ house.


















































then we went chinatown for TIAN JI ZOU.
damn nice lahhh.
then we went for desserts
but im so full im gonna produce baby food,
a mixture of what i eaten before.





happy wappy.
going to PLAY later~
meeting long lost friends like yc, phylis and others.
ciao.

leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 4:10 PM.


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I'm Christ Jaden
also known as Tineey and Jaja.
11 November 1989
Mixed blood.


And so they asked; what's life to you?

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