Revelate the unspoken.

Friday, January 16, 2009

i choked.

i need a breather.

i dont want this anymore.

im leaving.

leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 1:31 PM.

Friday, January 9, 2009

DAMNED.

like total damnation..

if there is such a word.

i swear my grades are so sucky.

considering i have to skip the last week of school.

i just have to head to school every other day within this two weeks.

skipping on monday.

and left with like............................

4days including today, left of school.

then im free to fly for 3months.

i love holidays. =]

leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 8:40 AM.

Saturday, January 3, 2009

1. who's the person that tagged you?
SHEAR!!

2. Relationship between u & her?
my lil girl.

3. Three impressions of them...
cute, retarded and anti-social.

4. If she becomes your enemies, you will?
SMILE AT HER. then we're friends again.

5. What will you say to the person you like very much?
i hate you.

6. Characteristic i like about myself?
my weirdness.

7. Characteristic i hate about myself?
being THAT.

8. For the person whom you hate, you say?
*FROWNS* now why would i even talk to someone i hate.

9. What do people feel about you?
they dont know.

10. Your crush?
hush hush.

Pass this to 10 people;
1. menny
2. ghee
3. joei
4. birdy
5. phylis
6. yc
7. fynn
8. Yuanfeng
9. ivy
10. LALA [if shes sees this, and is not lazy to do it!]

11. If 5 & 7 were together?
(phylis & fynn?) OMG. thats horrifying.

12. Who does 5 like?
(phy) shes' a universal.

13. What colour does 9 like?
(ivy?) RED LOR!

14. Say something about 8.
(yf)my gf. haha. in class.

15. Who is 2?
(ghee?) hahha. like GHEE lah, the green can you can find in supermarkets.

16. Talk about 3
(joei) shes retarded and extremely funny.
shes like... shes like... one of a kind.

17. Who is 10's best friend?
(lala) FOOD!!

18.Who's the sexiest among all
birdy!!

19. Is 4 single?
(birdy) NO!

20. Your relationship with 1.
(menny) mhmmm.. where should i start.
skip arh.....

21. Are 5 & 6 best friends.?
(phylis & yc) OMG. OMG. OMFG. how you know!
*screams*

22. 9's surname?
(ivy) HO.
please, dont tell her.
BUT i hate seriously hate her,
she gets all the attention from SANTA only...
HO. HO. HO merry christmas.!!
[okay sue me.]

23. 7's nickname?
(fynn) fish. [im not going to explain.]

24. Say something to 8.
(yf) STOP MESSING UP MY HAIR AND PINCHING MY FACE!!

25. Say something to help 9.
(ivy) *mocking in process* "omg. so paiseh. so paiseh."

26. Who do i admire?
joei. because she's such a strong bitch.
RAWR!

27. Where do 1 live?
(menny) in a pooh bear shrine.

28. Does the 10 of them, know who you like?
no. not all.

29. Say something to 6 when you see him/her.
(yc)
*stares* *stares**stares*
*and continue staring*
until she comes and whack me.

30. 10's spouse?
(lala)
ahem. i do not agree for him to be your spouse.
but whatever lah. your the one marrying him.
alvin.

so gonna kill shear for this.....

leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 12:41 AM.

Actions.

cut the fuckin' string of conciousness.

"i thought you were someone else."

gave it some thought.

never would. never could be.

"i'm telling you, your not the one."

a wrong choice.

i should have pushed you away.

'she' pretended not to see, what you did.

"i wished 'she' hit me, instead of pretending."

i'm sick of all this nonsense.

don't give me that shit.

Listen:
Somehow.

i know what you were trying to do.

just keep me out of it.

im not an option anymore.

"i dont ever want to be."

just leave me out of it.

your not what i need.

leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 12:05 AM.