Wednesday, September 17, 2008
I wasn't the only one.
you did that 1 other time before,
searching, finding, waiting.
seems to be everywhere but getting nowhere in the process.
looking back, too many broken hearts.
what's the point of all this damage that i caused?
when the memories just fade away.
looking at your name on my handphone doesn't hurt anymore.
then what is this other change?
a change you brought to me. i burned my diary and started a new one.
it's time to put your name into ink, a imprint, a past.
but i will never change.
will i?
whats all this empty space.
i dreamt of you, you across the table looking at me.
with tears in your eyes.
just like everytime you hug me before our goodbyes.
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 2:32 PM.