Saturday, August 30, 2008
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 3:57 PM.
Went movie with sc and zinc.
.
but still can't get the soft toy.
damn retarded.
they kept insisting that i help them order.
LIKE HARLOW IT'S SUBWAY.
YOU GOTTA GET A CONVERSATIONAL FLOW GOING.
THEY ASK ALOT OF QUESTIONS BEC THERE SO MANY CHOICES.
ONE SANDWICH ORDERING IS A HEADACHE MUCH MORE 3 AT A GO...
so we brought it to the movies instead.
yea, it's so not what your thinking...
we just took off our shirt to cover the wiches, dude.
So, i just sat ard watching SAW3 and watching them play.
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 2:53 PM.
Thursday, August 28, 2008
By: lifehouse.
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 4:17 PM.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 4:52 PM.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
M got a new VAIO baby.
the culprit still can laugh until she turn red.
.
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 5:00 PM.
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 4:44 PM.
Monday, August 25, 2008
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 9:32 PM.
Sunday, August 24, 2008
along the way back and forth.
after i repeated and ignored her.
until it sounded like...
ahem.....
that drunktard lor.
she looks damn tired yesterday..
well, after we mrt back to hougang.
like that.
THE HONGKONG CAFE at kovan;
has like a TERRIBLE until cannot get any worse queue!
damn jia lat..
then carson was asking how about prata?
the person on the radio suddenely talk about prata for supper.
not scary what!
So we just settled for the stretch along the road of kovan.
ordered like alot again...
makan until zhang si.
the 15 chilli padi's in the soup.
a word to describe?
hmmm definate-ly....
MEMORABLE.
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JUST THIS AFTERNOON;
A NEW DOG!!
yea, thats exactly what i thought at first.
I bet people like ZINC wouldn't even realise;
ANGEL wasn't suppose to be WHITE
no we didn't BLEACH her fur,
it's just a new cut.
i got a shock when i woke up this afternoon to see a WHITE schnauzer instead of a GREY one.
i stared at the "new dog"
and screamed for my mum.
the "new dog" stared back at me.
then my mum came in and said;
"what's wrong? that's angel lah"
then i got off my bed and stood down,
eye level with her..
"angel?"
and the new dog wagged her tail...
great i can't recognise my own dog.
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leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 8:05 PM.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
TODAY's A THURSDAY.
it's lesbian night!!!
I turned down a offer to party at PLAY with the rest.
i'm so proud of myself.
*GRINS*
Tomorrow's activities are such a blurr.
i've got 4 options for the day:
1. Caregroup outing.
2. Call M up for a movie.
3. Bball-ing with friends.
4. GYM, train for pacs..
and a super unplanned evening:
then go meet ghee, carson, reina, minn, zinc.
1. maybe head down to marina for FIREWORKS.
2. maybe like go get FAT eating again,
3. who knows, we night not even be doing this two options stated above.
might even combine two or more and go running around like a couple of idiots.
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Singapore Fireworks Celebrations 2008
Event Dates :
22nd Aug 2008 to 23rd Aug 2008
(In the event of wet weather, fireworks display will be postponed (latest till 11pm))
Time of Event :
5.30pm - 11pm
Venue: :
Marina Floating Stage
Category:
Special Programme
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REPLY TO THE TAGS.
20 Aug 08:
SY: christ, u looking for me? IM HERE! Haha..
one very polite sentence to you;
"Go and Diiiiiieeeeeee!"
yingchian: STALK STALK~
*SCREAMS*
how you found my blog de!!!
19 Aug 08:
lilingng: AHAHAHAH!! kelvin use the wheelchair damn funny lah!!
yeah. damn funny.
you should try it out man! totally feel like buying one~~
ohoh. you should probably have tried it out already.
18 Aug 08:
fynn: thanks arh wj! LOL HIIIIIIIII CHRISTTTTTTTTTTTT~~~ got miss me?
fyyyynnn-iiiieeee!! of course got miss you lahh. =]
menny: when are we gng to the clubs?!
CLUB.CLUB.CLUB.
wana join us next thurs?
opppsss. i asked the wrong person!
WAHAHHAAAA...
i shall go ask ghee she sure wana go one!!
eehh terror, you haven tell me about your health report!
17 Aug 08:
WJ: Fynn looks weird. lols...hahas~
Ahhhh!! finally someone that thinks so too.!!
seem different from the real person horrr.
i think she's so not photogenic.
16 Aug 08:
Nysa: ohmyy pls dont! and when you do, remind me to bring my shades aye! HAHAHAHA!!!
ahheeemmm...
NYYYSAAA!! don't pretend kayy!
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 3:44 PM.
Monday, August 18, 2008
THE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!
finally a free day for myself again.
while im eating porridge for my breakfast.
i shall take my time to update.
TODAY'S A MONDAY.!!
omg. thats really fast it's like ZOOM..
and a Monday.
let's just rewind abit here...
Let's start with friday then, here goes FRIDAY.
Melissa and me webcam-ing while we're on the PHONE!
not the point.
Let me explain what happened...
We were like suppose to rush to meet up and go shopping,
furthermore i was freaking hungry.
but lil miss PERFECTIONIST here was like....
Persistant.
yes, thats the word.
persistant, persistant in finding faults.
mel insisted on webcam or she's gonna start taking shots and sending to me via MMS.
and she already started whining.
sooooo... FINE WEBCAM THEN.
M: " DO I LOOK LIKE MINNIE MOUSE!! i look like minnie mouse right!!"
C: "WAHAHAAA. GREY MOUSE."
[now. of course i didn't do that.
just teasing = hunger death for me.]
C: "no lahhh. where got look like minnie mouse."
M: "look at my leggings and im wearing a short dress above it!!"
C: "stop it lahh. dun havee!!"
M: "okay lah, then do you think im too grey?"
C: "Hmmmm hmmm.. looks okay."
M: "I'm wearing GREY shoes also you know!"
C: "no really, it looks alright, okay?"
M: "really mehh? i think i should bring a pair of shorts along
just in case you tell me i look weird later on."
C: "Look at me i'm VERY BLUE today. it's alright lah."
M: "but i bring this very small bag, i cant put the shorts in you know?"
C: "okayokay. i tell you what. you bring that shorts in like a paperbag first
then later on, if you decide that you don't want it anymore
we can just stuff it in my bag and i'll carry it okay?"
M: "OKAY! now i gotta go comb my hair and stuff.."
C: "okay. strike a pose before you go~"
and i ate like two cupcakes in the process of the conversation...
forget about breakfast.

met at orchard and had lunch at yoshi.
then off we went to shoopp shoopp shopp
the whole of orchard then bugis.
Mel got jeans shorts.
i didnt really need anything you know
but i still end up buying shades.
then this guy that wants to woo M came to join us..
puppy love.
M says his cute and she wants to seek my approval.
*roll eyeballs*
meet jessica teo.
omg. like how many millions of years since i've seen her!
then MINDY my smelly mama...
msged me and said: "who's that chio bu arh. neew gf arhh"
i called her back and went; "yyyaaaa right. where are you.?"
she went; "MRT lar, passby you 2 times somemore!"
ME; "HARRR! how come i didnt notice?"
She; "you busy laughing and giving you attention to her what."
me; "okayy fine.. bye."
[i swear she's sarcastic man!]
on the way home.
zinc told me to be home by 11pm.
try to scare me only!
anyway i laughed till i developed 8pacs,
and my calfs and legs HURT LIKE MAD.
I couldn't sleep because of the pain!
O.M.G.
SATURDAY.
had trouble getting up.
went for friend's housewarming.
rushed down to church, as usual super late lahhh!!
went to meet the rest of the caregroup.
handshakes, names acrossed.
the theme: FAIRYTALES.
pretty great.
Except that the drummer wasnt our man, cliff.
but some other guy and his beat is so freaking slow,
me, M and the rest couldnt get high dancing and stuff.
DINNER.
Amy was super touchy, she accidentally hit my boobs twice.
and must i say the one-on-one dinner with her was a torture.
apparently she's gonna be like a rash at my side...
make me wanna claw at her only.!
MEOW!
well, she suddenely shifted over
and SAT IN FRONT OF ME!
A: "christ, do you like guys?"
C: "hmm.. their alright."
A: "do you like girls?"
C: "nods head. yup."
then she went *BLAHBLAHBLAH...*
then she really started to invade my privacy already.
do you have a gf?
what do you like about girls?
i'm from girls school are you from girls school?
your pretty you know, can i call you beautiful?
NO!
UUURRGGGHHHHH!
she killed my appeitite...
Then i went off to fetch shear,
went to her shop and she greeted me in such a GREAT manner.
she slapped me and said; "shuai ge!"
what a idiot.
she even made her colleague think that im a pick pocket.
so she was like staring at me throughout my search of a nice SWEATBAND.
i got freaked out and went to walk around J8.
waited for her to end work.
chatted on the bus.
summaries it up:
she really HATES jess's bf, ANDY.
and she's not gonna be in singapore from Mon-Wed.
home.sweet.home.
SUNDAY.
family day.
kelvin was like saying he wants steamboat.
OMG. i was like TERRIFIED!
pleaded and won.
went somewhere else for dinner,
but dad got like 8 dishes for 4 of us.
food.
you know what.
i really, really don't like you.
A visit to the grandy's place!

first step in my grandpa was like; "ne ke yi zhou ming xing le."
a actress?
hahhaaaahhahaaa..
hahahhahahahahaaa..
Beans and me did our routine;
GONGGONG.. POPO..
oh yea, i always call kelvin, beans.
because he love beans so much
he can eat it straight from the CAN.
being so bored.
parents were chatting away with grandies and aunties.
i went to the kitchen to get yakult.
er gu came in and she grabbed my two arms,
she asked me alot of questions.
what pains me is that she looks so lost.
it's like she really fears death, the route after death.
like she doesn't even know how to spend her remaining days..
futhermore, her health is detoriating faster then predictment.
Pretend.
smile.
so i went to join Beans in the living room,
we played with the wheelchair.
and i swear i don't feel like walking anymore.
i was telling my mum to get me one,
and she went choy.
hahhaa.

then Beans went to wear my shades.
he say he's gonna get one too...
he looks super RETRO lah.

after that on the way home,
my mum brokedown.
i feeel... numb.
a RANDOM shot.
NICE RIGHT!!!

off to watch more korean dramas.
and i seriously need a job man!
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 12:32 PM.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
.ONE WORD OF ADVICE.
Beware of CAM-WHORES!
picture loaded.





Nysa always say that she can't stand my skin colour .
BLOODY SCARY.
i didn't believe her, until now. 
WHAT THE FUCK.
i don't even look chinese.
*sulks*
!#%^!&@*)#@&(
what genes. what genes.
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 9:59 PM.
At this age, in this Century.
Just 18 years old i'm attending a friend's WEDDING.
Not just a purely romantic wedding,
with all the glamours and a pretty bride beside the groom,
this is where i get to see my friend become a husband.
A father, a Dad.
what is this?
A sign of age-ing or A statement of today.
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 8:20 PM.
Fynn that idiot,
she decided to be really random..
Fynn told me; "this is the only chance to tell you, i have always hated you"
christ turned and stared at her; "and may i know why?"
Fynn ignored me for like a really long time,
then she went; " so that you can remember me next semester what."
"you look like those that will forget about me and nysa one."
christ; "Whatver, i wont de lor."
then she admitted that she's super jealous that
nysa and i were having so much fun playing without her.
Fynn has decided to be,
extremely EMO and not to say TOUCHY today.
nysa decided to be a camwhore from like the whole of today.
can someone tell me why i got such friends...
Like a super lot of people asking me;"CHRIST WOAHH YOUR IN SCHOOL ARH!!"
"CHRIST WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN SCHOOL??"
"YOU WILL COME SCHOOL DE MEHH!"
"LAST DAY OF SCHOOL AND YOUR IN SCHOOL SIA!"
THAT stupid Gracia neglected my existance,
like super neglected,
which led to extreme dissappointment,
annoyed to the core of my soul.
TSK.
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 2:24 PM.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
ICE COLD.
a person so cold, nobody ever gets close.
a person left alone too long, company seems redundant.
a person with a unreadable face, but still with thoughts and feelings.
the backview as always, as foot steps fades.
that person is still human,
it shouldn't have been that difficult aint it.
A world that that person have began to find comfort in... but they say;
it's just the right person that comes by.
to get that person out of the icy cold world. truth or just another lie.?
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 2:53 PM.
Saturday, August 9, 2008
I heard this really great melodic tune.
makes me feel at peace.
makes me think properly.
wonderful.
after the HIGH-ness yesterday night.
i actually slept like a loghead today,
considering i just woke up like 2 hours ago?
hahhaa..
im still dreamy.
ITS RAINING.
i love the rain!!
they helped me find myself,
yes they didn't even know that they did.
thank you.
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 8:00 PM.
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Laid on the couch in my room,
knuckles hurt once again.
i tried not to think,
held Angel really close beside me,
she looked at me and laid her head down on my shoulder.
i just listened to the silence.
till a knock on my bedroom door.
It was a heavy downpour outside.
you held an umbrella over my head
as your arm surround me,
holding me tight against your body,
keeping me from the rain.
tried to move away,
you held me still much more tightly beside you.
Not even a glance exchanged,
But,
i felt much better.
much much better then before...
i love you mummy.
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 7:11 PM.
I SWEAR.
if i have to eat another STEAMBOAT within this month.
i rather just DIEEE!
WED.
interview. interview. interview.
then rong and angel refuse to let me sleep
because they were afraid i would be late for the meeting later.
Not to say i feel fucking fat after the day out with S.C.A.V.E.R at night.!
poor birdy. got ignored by Lovebirds because she was of a different species.
hahahahhaha. [inside joke.]
1. steamboated until we wana puke.
2. then we played mall catching.
3. and then had Desserts after that.
Mall catching;
means to say we are splited into two-man team.
the rest go into hiding except one couple.
before that make known which level the game is restricted to.
count to 50 people.
So val and jael were the couple that has to find us.
angel was with rong,
and christ was with evelyn.
so off we went to hide at the first floor of BUGIS.
i swear we were all running.!
Me and birdy got caught first.
why?
because Jael that moron was screaming
evee! evee! [meaning she caught sight of us]
she left valerie behind and CHIONG after us, like crazy.!
then birdy panicked!
furthermore she cant run because she's down with cough.
so we got caught. =(
Angel and rong was left.
guess what?
so expected lor. that rong xiao jie.
actually got distracted and went SHOPPING.
charles and keith somemore,
so open spaced lorrrr.
so off we went to do more shopping....
then we went to ah chew's to have desserts.
MANGO SAGO WITH ICECREAM!!
was a yumyum but i was way too full to appreciate it.
after that everyone was DAMN tired.
laughed like crazy on the mrt back home...
love all the bits and pieces of them.
homesweethome.
tired. verytired.
i know i look young.
But i cant believe someone younger then me
thinks that i'm younger then her or something.
So Irritating..
ARGH!
blah.blah.blah.
i'm just freakishly tired.
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 9:38 AM.
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
TODAY IS A TUESDAY!
which means NO SCHOOL TOMORROW!
hahhaaa..
im tired lor. slept like a log on the BUS.
i know i keep bumping into lala...
PLUS, im aching all over.
this shows how long i haven work out and stuff like that.
melissa is coming over to my school later,
just to meet up chat, watch movie and eat lor.
i think she just wana see the pretty gay in my school.
after schooll!!
Damn basket on phone with her;
her friend actually thought i was her boyfriend.
Thanks to my horrible sore throat,
i'm sounding like a GUY!
that i most likely contracted from evelyn or valerie
Since she has moved into HALL,
she's free as a bird.!! hahahaha.
CLUBBING MANNNNNN!!!
well, im just waiting for lessons to end.
just pure bored.
you seem familiar,
we were unseemingly alike like a dream.
except, you know what you want.
you ask what you want to know.
Learn to let go,
then you move on.
i know why she once said; "it's nothing",
i found the answer.
Someone told me in her own story to tell;
"it matters. but when it matters,
nothing changes when i don't want to do anything (:
so i have to put it down way below my priority list,
so i can carry on with life.
it takes time.
if it doesn't work, give it up,
time heals all wounds.
the world continues to move."
she's right, i understand now.
it's time to move on.
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 2:43 PM.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
where should i start?
My life is GREAT, wonderful.
not to say PEACEFUL!
just pretend to ignore the fact that
im blogging right beside the facilitator right now.
and he's making FART NOISES with HIS NOSE!
i have no idea WHY or HOW he does that but
it really doesn't matter.
NOT LIKE I WANA LEARN LIKE THAT.!
>.<
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SATURDAY.
went to youth concert with Mel and ling.
finally meet amy, i swear shes getting really irritating, not to say pester-y.
saw all the people i haven seen for a really long time on the way out...
went for dinner,
as usual the two idiots would be quarreling about where to eat
and i'll be all leave-me-outta-it.
so there christ sat at the bench outside rock at suntec,
while they quarrel standing up in front of me.
1min..
2mins passes..
then 5mins went by...
lalala~~
then 10mins came by and my stomach complained...
enough.
i stood up, grab them by the neck and screamed;
"one of you stop it, I'M VERY HUNGRY LAHHH!"
Ling stopped and we went for KFC
instead of crystal jade la mian xiao long bao.
did a hell load of catch up...
lovely cousins!
fetching mel home convo:
christ; talking about something exciting, that i refuse to share here!
melissa; looks very distracted, glancing at her phone and at me.
christ; "wait, why do you look so pained?"
melissa; "i'm listening to you but then again.. i have 3 msgs accumilating in my handphone alrdy and i can't do both at the same time!"
christ;"WAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAAAAA."
so while i laughed she stared at me really fiercely...
omg. i got such a cute cousin seriously!
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SUNDAY.
FAMILY DAY OUT!
we all woke up in the afternoon.
so off we went on a day out.
started off really bad.
parents quarrelled on where to eat lunch...
mum got angry and kept quiet.
dad kept nagging and adding more stuff into the fire.
So it's me and my MP3,
simon pretending to sleep,
kelvin was just staring out of the window.
all over again.
then my dad went to some place to eat
and my mum refused to eat anything..
After that we went library to dump all the books we owe the library,
meet my auntie there and my lil cousins kenneth and keith.
keith is my favourite, he's so spoilt rotten tho!
then went into some PC games shop,
dad wanted to get me PSP but i insist, NO! [im sensible~ i know i don't need tat.]
then simon wanted to shop for clothes, kelvin and dad went with him.
im tired of shopping, so i went to like get icecream and eat with mum.
then we went to grandy's place to see how well she's doing~
i think my uncle is gay, period.
he is STILL NOT MARRIED.
NO SIGNS OF GIRLFRIEND.
he likes to introduce me facial products,
and like saying how to keep pimples off face,
and like lecturing about skin care,
some moisturising shit.
OMG. how niang.
then he decided to be really chatterboxy
when im watching er zhuo ju 2!
AHHHHHHHHH!!!
tak bo lay tahan~
Furthermore, my brothers and mum ran away from him
left me there in his mercy!
then we went to the DOG RUN!!
i swear angel is SO CUTE.
i love the way she shakes her bumbum when i ask her;
"who's my baby? who's my baby?"
she's my cute lil fur ball.
she's so afraid of big dogs i swear!
there you can see the owner [me] jumping over ledges
hoping that the dog will follow,
but instead the dog went around the ledge...
so not funny.
then i decided to try the tunnel you see
stop laughing.
so i crawled through the tunnel hoping that lil miss angel would follow behind.
but instead she just stared at my butt
movin thru the empty barrel to the other side.
NOT.
Jump over the ledge she didnt follow alrdy
you think i will do so mah lu things
as to crawl thru the barrel mehh!
throw my dog into the swimming pool [for dogs only!]
and she swim back again. hahahaa..
very cute you know, lil legs moving so fast underwater.
almost comical.
then you see the owners TALKING TO THE DOG,
asking the doggy woggy which treats she like,
let her smell the packet.
wag tail = she wants
stare at you = don't want
so we bought almost everything lor.
schnauzers are greedy pigs.
then we went STEAMBOAT.
MAH LAAAA. yes.
spicy until i drank 3 jugs of lemonade.
chey.
headed home.
bathed.
hit the sacks.
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MONDAY.
in the morning couldnt believe that
I HAVE SCHOOLLLL!!!
curse and swear.
ran like a mad cow around the house,
because i was late.
dressed up.
then remembered i have BBall and gym session later
double RAWR!
ran back to my room change into BBall attire..
ran to the bus stop because zinc and minn said that they board the bus le..
then i finally caught up with the bus they were in...
sat down and catch my breath.
phew.
LATE FOR CLASS.
then everyone started to stare at me...
o.o
o.O
O.o
O.O
Me; "WHAT LAH!"
Nysa; "i hate you!!!"
she said it like she seriously meant it...
christ was sad for a moment.
then i asked her.
Christ"why?? i dont deserve that!"
Nysa"your legs are white and glowy and hairless"
and so the WHOLE ENTIRE DAY IN CLASS.
EVERYONE was saying i have PLASTIC LEGS,
meaning that they are FAKE!
okay so now i know it's a sin to be white,
because later on after school when i met scave and Rong.
they also said the same thing.
whatever lahh.
i know that they are just jealous.
hahahha.
bball was extra extra fun with valerie evee and rong.
Da ge and i were like mocking them, ANGELINA was very mean!
they all just kept;
screaming and screaming and squeaking.
hahhaa.
Went for dinner at MOS after 3 hours of BBall.
eateateat. laughlaughlaugh.
EVEE really makes me laugh like crazy sometimes.
she makes me SOOO HAPPY.
i actually had a stomach cramp from laughing.
until like i couldn't breathe.
then on the bus home with evee.
chatted somemore. talked about other stuff...
BLAH.BLAH.BLAH.
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leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 8:49 AM.