Thursday, June 26, 2008
Voice of reason.why did i realise it only now?Flashback.playing downstairs.
heard them said that you were crying,
ran up the stairs to your room,
seems like eternity,
stumbled once.
finally.. touched the doorknob twist and turned.
locked.
i knocked but you didn't open the door.
then i heard krismaine say that there's
this other girl was in the room locked in with you.
so i sat at the edge of the balcony outside, the one only you and i knew of.
then the downpour came,
came crashing down inside out.
i stared back into the room behind me, yours.
no. i didn't run for shelter.
i turn back to face night view in front of me.
i didn't hear you open the other door.
you came and hugged me from behind me,
you held my hand and led me in.
thats all i ever wanted
or maybe, not.
because i didn't realise that we were.
i didn't talk to you after that.
a few days later,
you called me up.
explained to me.
we agreed to choose the same destiny before,
but i choose another this time.
away from you.
i don't know why,
i looked pass you.
it's nothing anymore.
im sorry i didn't say my last goodbye,my lil sparrow.goodbye.
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 7:26 PM.
