Tuesday, June 17, 2008
It's scary to be me, NOT.tomorrow, would be the longest time at that place i hate the most.
I know what i'm having.dammit.I had:Heart palpitations or chest pain
Trouble breathing or choking sensation
Feeling like you’re going to pass out
Trembling or shaking
Feeling detached or unreal
Feelings of apprehension or dread
Trouble concentrating
Feeling tense and jumpy
Anticipating the worst
Irritability
Restlessness
Watching for signs of danger
Feeling like your mind’s gone blank
Insomniablahblah blah...Yes, a Thousand ticks off the check list.i need a mask tomorrow.hopefully they won't question too much
and just put it off as something simple.i need a strong hard one.no full body scans please.no emotion manipulation please.no needles.no more appointments please.
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 9:25 PM.
