Sunday, May 11, 2008
MINN.thank you babe.
for holding me and not letting go.when i was all to hard to bare,when everything gave way under the pressure.MUACKS. love ya.let it be our hushhush..
someone gave
me this and
a really really
sweet message..
It's MOTHER'S DAY!heart to heart.surprisingly i got up really early today,considering that i usually wake at 3pm.
i woke up at 9am!
man, i feel proud of myself.went to the living room and saw my mum watching TV.
and i noticed something that i hadn't before.
She looks older.i realised that i hadn't really been exactly talking to her much.
so i sat down next to her and i din't mean to,
but according to her,
I was staring at her.and there was one other thing that she told me;
"why didn't you tell me?""i know you don't like talking about your stuff,
but one person can't take it all alone."i seems like a whole new thing when she said that,
i realised that i wasn't as invisible, as i wanted to be.
she told me she noticed.the number of times she stood outside my door
because i shut and locked myself in.she noticed the muffled cries over the blasting music.She took me to the doctor,and my head stopped hurting,
my cough and throat got much better after that.
Drawing
while
waiting..
just had this
retardly
cute bear in my head.
AIN'T it cute?
if you can read your smart.
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had a wonderful dream on sat,
sadly it didnt come again.do dreams come true?hurrhurr... *pokes*
RONG.I shall promise not be emo.*BEAMS* will you really come and camp at RP?
HAHA.
tell me the exact date on when you will be back.!!AND. what a dream you had, cute lah. ME AND YOUR DARLING,ANGEL quarreling!!impossible!! She and Me, we ARE A TEAM. =]more like birdy and her, having cat fight everyday.obviously, ANGEL wins duuuhhhh...
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 7:42 PM.
