Thursday, May 15, 2008
I Hope.
Ctrl-A works all the time. They were really sweet,
my first day of work and
they came to fetch me after work,
although it was like 12+ that i ended work.my parents came too,
i duno why.
it just felt weird.
why are they doing this only now.
i dun need them anymore.
i'm not the same me last time, as you have finally realised.
I'm sorry rong.first promise i broke.i feel like shit.I hope that when i crossed the road later,I get rammed down,
I don't wanna leave this fucking life no more. No.i guess we know in our hearts.
It's not the same.
you don't seem to realise.i told you before, but i guess you forgot.i don't explain.will it all end in vail.?
if it's so, i rather not say the rest and be foolish.because i would only be selfish holding back..its the wrong in me.Angel's words finally hit me down hard.
she didn't realised that i kept silent when she said that.
she's right.
in a way, i have joined the queue.
i'm a fucking loser.
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 9:49 AM.
