Thursday, April 17, 2008
I'm in a foul mood.seriously, it's more then.
too many things to do. so little TIME.it the people mess. the disorganisation.the FUCKING MESS.first thing first, the two "hushhush" must be done.gotta meet melanie and get that stuff done.then head over to get the last minutes.!RAWR.if only i can teleport or like split myself into TWO.plus i gotta help out tmr after school.go home get my bags and shower.then after school got Professional Profiling briefing!
[i don't think i have the time to go.]NOT BAD WHAT.HOW TO COPE. NOT ENOUGH TIME.they should make everyday 48hours.!!
plus, something is not settling well.not well enough, not as i thought.
its drifting.The,
constant wavering.the constant hittings.im holding on..
but.
im falling sick.soon.too fast,
too soon.
words unspoken
i wonder if you wanted it to be this way.the drifting is too much to bear.interest seems elsewhere.falling sick too soon.well, CHALET IS TMR PEOPLE.FUN FUN FUN!! F-U-N!yesterday night was totally horrible.i tried to go to sleep.i duno whats keeping me awake...
the tearings that keep coming.finally. i slept 2 hours.
then i woke up again.forced myself to close my eyes.then i fell asleep again, 1hr.
then i stopped trying.... woke at 5am!
and so im SUPPOSE to be early for school. stupid queue!i'm sick of seeing this shit everyday.
Marked Attendance :Late
Daily Grade:B
Note:To be downgraded by 0.5 due to late arrival in class.MADNESS!
*SCREAMS*
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 9:23 PM.
