Revelate the unspoken.

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Yesterday night,
was great, with chitchat and catch up.
Bombay sapphire, goes will enough with fruit juice.
the pizza was really cheesy.
thanks to KGT, who has flu and can't taste the saltiness.
just add and add only what.!
she has flu so she can't smell the alcohol or taste it also.
was thinking of drowning her, *GRINS*
then again... NOT.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMON.
i ate till i can't breathe. haha.
as usual its a horrible having to eat on the same table..

then simon and kelvin just have to get into a fight again.
so as usual a had to stop them.
i should have punched simon first,
instead of pulling them both apart..

that so called dad of mine just walked out of the kitchen.
he didnt even FUCKING bother..

Am i suey or what, of all times,
i had to pull them apart
just as they both were about to swing at each other.
and simon fist hit me.. rawr.
it's not that bad tho.
the inner side of my cheek is bleeding.
i bet it will swell tomorrow.

then i was like shouting at them both to shut up
and i pushed simon against the wall and ask kelvin to get out.

then that bloody ass of a dad.
he was like screaming at me, when i went out of the kitchen.
he was like; "shout so loud for what!!"
and he say it's my fault and stuff that my brothers are fighting.
nagnagnag.

as usually he acts like he is both blind and deaf.
Cummon, even the dogs know.
somemore, like i very BIG in size like that.!
big enough to slam simon down isit.!
FUCK. i can only make them hear and look at me when i shout at them.

why bother explaining when you won't listen
walking away is much easier.
it's always my fault ain't it.
i won't wish for you to die.
i wish that i would tho,
because i'm sick all that.

i wish that one day, i finally explain myself.
and you hit me hard enough to kill me.
i would love that.

because i know.
I promised someone not to hate,
even though you almost killed me that time.

The GazettE - Burial Applicant .

leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 9:20 PM.