Saturday, March 8, 2008
Screaming it out loud.composed.the ensembled parts and pieces
we both knew, was faling apart.
as its getting cold inside.
i fake a smile so she wont see,
can't you see, what i see..
it tried to come back,
all my senses pushed.
it turned out the lights
ad i'm standing down once again,
hiding all my hope and dreams away.
it's time to make one last appeal.
for the life, i lived.
for i became what i cant be.
but, who knew.
sometimes t top to wonder, why we're here not there.
i gave my best toget what's there.
but in truth, that wasn't what we need.
for i wrong, i knew better now.
won't turn back, cause your world changed.
tragityshow..
time will tear us apart, it has a way of taking back.
but it wont break, anything we're.
we will say our last goodbye,
cause its better this way.
as all we are,
is everything that was.
tonight i drown. promised
sc not to get out of the water.
she said she will help me swim.
but of now. wounded.
loserishly in pain.
lala just arived.
zinc and lala had a hell of a convo on the phone:
zinc - "hello, lala~~" [fucking high]
lala- "zinc, you guys want me to dapao supper?"
zinc- "sotong? okay arh."
zinc turns to, the me sprawned on the floor,
"christ, lala say she buying sotong!!"
me- "sotong~ I WANT~"
zinc- "christ say she want sotong!!" [screaming.]
lala- "gawwddd, what sotong? i said SUPPER"
"DAMMIT SUPPER"
zinc laughed her ass off and rolled on the floor.
i snatch phone from her.
me-"hey lala! sorry zinc is half drunk." [screamed into the phone]
lala-"SUPPER!! omg, is anyone sober! i said SUPPER!!"[SCREAMING!!]
me throws phone to mama.
me- "ME NEEDS TOILET. "
and guess what mama is fucking high.
haha, poor lala. but she arrived with alot of goodies.
argh. me miserable fool.
because you cant see......
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 12:49 AM.
