Revelate the unspoken.

Sunday, March 23, 2008

ILOSTMYPHONE.
yes, again.
i lost it..... by the beach, i think.

No, i'm not getting another one anytime soon.
contact me via my house number.

My days couldn't get any worse.
the constant quarrels at home,
i had enough.
i just had to run away for a while.

lets. let the pictures do the talking.
i didn't have the heart or mind to continue with the whole room.
maybe..
sometime soon....

some
of
the
memories
left.

A little bit more.

have a peep at
the other side of the wall.

and

finally

done.

I'm really sorry.
for yesterday for today.
(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") gosh. i'm scared. says: u lost ur hp??
christ jaden ouji מלאך feeling like a broken toy. says: yeap.
(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") gosh. i'm scared. says: >.< fast
christ jaden ouji מלאך feeling like a broken toy. says: spell suey
(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") gosh. i'm scared. says: sway
(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") gosh. i'm scared. says: where did you lost it?
(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") gosh. i'm scared. says: haha
christ jaden ouji מלאך feeling like a broken toy. says: duno
christ jaden ouji מלאך feeling like a broken toy. says: by the beach, i guess
(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") gosh. i'm scared. says: ph u went to the beach
(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") gosh. i'm scared. says: u sound sad
christ jaden ouji מלאך feeling like a broken toy. says: i do?
christ jaden ouji מלאך feeling like a broken toy. says: you cant actually hear my voice over msn what
(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") gosh. i'm scared. says: >.<
(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") gosh. i'm scared. says: u LOOK sad
(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") gosh. i'm scared. says: ur words
(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") gosh. i'm scared. says: haha
(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") gosh. i'm scared. says: wadever la u
christ jaden ouji מלאך feeling like a broken toy. says: you cant look at me
(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") gosh. i'm scared. says: ok~~
(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") gosh. i'm scared. says: fine
christ jaden ouji מלאך feeling like a broken toy. says: you really cant what your like not beside me or something
(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") gosh. i'm scared. says: i mean the way u.... chat
christ jaden ouji מלאך feeling like a broken toy. says: okay.
christ jaden ouji מלאך feeling like a broken toy. says: i didnt think you would realise
christ jaden ouji מלאך feeling like a broken toy. says: would it help if i put a. haha.?
(",)zнiчiŋg_ziNc(,") gosh. i'm scared. says: LOL

i'm being fucking bitchy, i deserve a bitch slap.
and zinc was really nice. why?
her reason; "because you sound sad."
i really hate when i vent my fustration on people.
i need to change that...

I'm falling down. down. down.
i need to get up, i'm losing it.
they say ignorance is bliss.
i tried to pretend. but now, i know.
ignorance and pretendance kills.

for now, im occupying myself.
to find time to read thru the bt book- the bt test is coming.
also learn new moves.
and hopefully need not rely.

leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 11:58 PM.