Friday, February 22, 2008
i offered a hand,she rejected.i hold her hand,she pushed me away.watching her fall,i inflicted pain on myself.pretended that i didnt care.walked away.you made me mask even around you too.nothing is the same anymore.you gave up in yourself.i saw you fall again,i kept a distance, watching. you couldnt stand up.i heard your shouts of help.i look at my reflection in the river's water,you don't need me, i'm of no use now. it's different, i'm different.I will always be closeby,but never within reach again.i know i can't mend no more,i'm selfish,i'm protecting myself.Because deep inside, i know.you are the only one that can help yourself.its internal, its you that have to be strong.to fight that voice in ur head.as i am fighting mine.
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 3:59 PM.
