Thursday, February 14, 2008
I Lost the light.when i gave excuses not to go out they didnt ask why...As i lay on my bed running the endless thoughts through...
i tried finding means of escape and sri found me.
sri cempaka says: do you love her?
christ jaden מלאך ouji a lifetime of awesomeness. says: wats love sri
sri cempaka says: i feel like knocking ur head and make u see the bigger picture here
sri cempaka says: i noe deep inside u, u love her.
sri cempaka says: if u dont love her, u wont mask urself,
sri cempaka says: if u dont love her, u wont cry
sri cempaka says: if u dont love her, u wont build those walls again
sri cempaka says: if u dont love her, you wont ran away.
Sri made me realise the part of me that is now empty.
i realised the emptyness, the cause for it.
i have sri to thank...
I said it;she replied.I dont know why but maybe i expected her to say so.
I just stared blankly at the painting in front of me.
I Loved Her. thats for sure.
at least, i got it sorted out.
she waited. held on.i didnt see.nothing happened.all i tot was, was wrong,i tot she liked him.i pretended not to move.i ran away.all i did was wrong.i didnt help.i made it worse.and as usual im late.too late.she lost hope.because when i finally took a step.she's gone.im sorry.
im late as usual.
she healed me;
TINEEY IS BACK! =]
gawd, i miss me.
leaving behind a beautiful chaos... 9:49 PM.
