Revelation

2010-06-19T11:15:00.001+08:00

THE MEASURE OF LOVE

Soulmate.

2010-06-18T18:46:00.002+08:00

Convicted and always will be..

you think being reminded of my wrongdoings everyday of my life isn't enough.

each and every one person have to come time and again to insult and throw it in my face again.

then what is? tell me what is?

i now know how a EX-CONVICT felt like.

but you know what.
i am and always be a CONVICT in your eyes.

so why dont you just leave me the hell alone.

i dun need you to tell me that i dont deserve her.

the total eclipse of the heart

2010-06-17T15:42:00.003+08:00

i lost the sight of the rainbow,
where did the perfect stash of caramel went?

Bent like the demons they kept coming one after another.
they tortured, they trampled, they fed on soul and pride.
willow in self disgust, make you wish and hope... you had never appeared.
what was i hoping for?

You made it clear now.
the caramel is gone.
so is the rainbow.
i have lost everything
whats left .......... is the total eclipse of the heart.

now that i'm bent on destruction.
i might as well get it over and done with.

2010-06-09T09:46:00.002+08:00

It shattered.

A monster would always be a MONSTER.

nothing would be better no matter what i do.
from what i seen, i know how you probably felt before and carry on to the present.

Even s.y. she probably says the most truths ever.

that is why i got it worse then before, maybe the worst in my entire life.

Bottoms up.

i just give up

2009-11-12T14:14:00.002+08:00

A wonderful surprise and nightmare follows after
i knew i don't deserve to be that happy.

let me summaries it:
what do i get..
1 betrayer,
5 fuckers,
2 i can't trust you anymore.

Just feeling pathetic,
they don't care, those hurt you, others back stabbed.
just seem like a joke to them, I'm afraid they have other intentions too.
someone that they can toy around with, they don't remember I'm human anymore.

good life, have fun.

Just wanted to talk,
once again, you opened and closed the door.
you didn't let me in long enough to heal.
should i be glad you didn't slam it this time?
but you told me something that I'll always remember.
thank you.

fustratured

2009-07-15T14:40:00.002+08:00

JW called ask me to hang out,

more like a no-tih. fuck shit.

damn, if i would have know i wouldn't have said anything.
no i believe you don't know, you can't fucking read my thoughts.
Go have your fun, maybe it will make me think of what i truely want for a while...
take all this crap your giving me back.
if you want it this way you will have it.

i'm sick and tired of feeling fustrated.

2009-07-15T14:34:00.002+08:00

whats' inside?

i don't know how to say....

you dun seem to know.

nobody. nth.

finishing up the project.

i hope i can make it till the deadlines.

take it all. leave it.

it all seems familiar.....

2009-07-13T15:13:00.003+08:00

a pull. a push. a bruise and nothing more.
just the coldness.

i need to find myself through all this madness.

i need to go back to the start.

i need to sort everything.

called up people that i kinda left behind.
yes, and i still have no clue on what i was.

2009-07-13T15:08:00.002+08:00

I wished you were here...

i'm just overwhelmed with everything.
i know i said nothing.

[i don't see the need to.]

so i brokedown, got nowhere to go.

where was i again?

right. just pathetic.

2009-05-28T23:53:00.002+08:00

I couldn't remember when was the last time I actually posted...
(it just says everything.)

so i finally got over the emo phrase,
i've gotten a hell lot more cheerful.

this is what i have been basically doing:
hang out, skip school, attending classes, going for test, fyp-ing.

Then Hoho actually smack the reality back into me;
considering the letter that states:
"your child/ward attendance for this semester is CRAP!!"
might be arriving at my doorstep any moment.....

I should seriously seriously go for classes.
Its my fucking last year.
PULL THROUGH, GET IT OVER AND DONE WITH.!!

After this last lesson this friday it would be the two weeks HOLIDAYS!!!
so its all honjin, birthday set ups, fyp and hangout.
OHOHOH...
GONNA RENT CAR!!!!

and we are going for a two days spin!!!

ANDRO HUNT... to go or not to go?

first day of school

2009-04-20T14:24:00.002+08:00

okay like finally, School started.

10am schedule.
i dont think i will be late anymore would i.

fun class, it seems.
but a fucked up faci that treats us like year one's.

well, presentation time.
later~

2009-04-17T11:10:00.001+08:00

Off to see the doctor before i actually really collapse on the floor.

6 bd celebrations in 3 days.!

pardon me people.
im gonna skip some of yours.

for god's sake im SICK.

tagstagstags.

2009-03-12T14:56:00.002+08:00

tagstagstags.

5 things found in my bag/purse.
1. wax
2. my beloved marlboro
3. markers & pencils
4. sketchbook
5. scarf

5 things found in my wallet.
1. ezlink card
2. atm cards
3. tickets [movie, cablecar, etc.]
4. photos
5. CARDS.

5 favourite things in my room.
1. Aircon
2. PS2 & PSP
3. keyboard & guitar
4. my bed.
5. STITCH.

5 things I’ve always wanted to do…(Hmmm…)
1. Master japanese completely(so i wont get scolded...)
2. Like stop being lazy(so i could actually get a car licence.)
3. Grow up quick and earn big bucks.
4. Actually learn parkour.
5. skinny dipping.

5 things I’m currently into…
1. Complete monster hunter freedom on psp.
2. getting under the sun instead of the moon.
3. slimming down.
4. facebook
5. i rather not tell.

List out the Top 5 presents you wished for.
1. A Blank Cheque.
2. camera
3. bomber jacket
4. trip to venice
5. my own house

The person who tagged you is: shearshear.
Your 5 impressions of him/her:
1) short
2) fucking cute
3) korean craze
4) Andro. hahahhahaa.
5) I totally hate her.(from our last encounter over the phone.)

Tag 5 people. *no retag*
1) fynn [yes im gonna spam you until you do some tag.]
2) Yf
3) hoho
4) zincky winky
5) minn

2009-03-12T14:54:00.001+08:00

i can't believe i forgot the password to login LEO.

how am i suppose to see my results!

how am i suppose to know my class!

right all i have to do is go back to IT helpdesk yeah?

okay. other then that.
my adapter is screwed, like it died on me.

me sadderest.

first to acer then to school.

2009-03-11T13:49:00.002+08:00

Did That Happen To You?
House Rules:
1. Answer the question as honestly as possible.
2. Post this as "Did That Happen To You?"
3. Tag 10 friends.
4. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
5. Have Fun!!!

1. What do you do if you are in the bathroom with a beetle flying around?
take water spray lah!! if it persists in coming anywhere nearer to me, i'll jus ran out with a towel wrapped ard me and scream MUMMYYYY!!

2. What do you do if you hear a song you like playing on the radio when you are all alone in the room?
alone or not.
i'll just sing.

3. You want to speak to your crush badly. What is your pick up line?
(Yes. Both boys AND girls have pick up lines)
hahaha. please not the pick up lines...[if you ever read my posts your would know why.]
wellllll... i'll go.. hey where do you get this top from? it looks great on you.

4. What do you do if all your friends hate a particular band that you love?
dun care.! so far it has always been like that.

5. What do you do when you trip and fall in front of many people?
omg. zinc's answer just reminded me of larlar's face that time... and all of us were laughing so hard.
PLEASE DON'T EVER PRETEND THAT NOBODY SAW WHATEVER THAT JUST HAPPENED!!
i'll just go ouch. then get up and see the damage done to my clothes.

6. You forgot to do your multiple-choice question homework (the one whereby you have to choose 1 out of 4 options given to you as your answer) and your class starts in 5 minutes.
chiong arh!!! and if i don't make it in time just anyhow pick a answer.

7. You have bad breath and someone speaks to you. How do you react?
pretends to clear throat then drink something.

8. You just finished gym and after a shower, you drop your underpants on the wet floor. What do you do?
like ewwwwww. i rather go without it.

one is wet. the other is drenched in sweat. << no diff can.
IM SOOOO DISGUSTED BY Z**C AND S***R!

9. What do you do if a personality quiz says that you have a lousy personality as your result?
right.. i'll get others to do it and see if it's accurate.

10. Your friend gave you the worst gift you have ever received and asks: Do you like it? How do you react?
i'll go: "hell yeah." and then look at her/him to see if they're serious.
if they are, i would go: "thanks anyway."

11.(Continued from question 10) What are you really thinking secretly inside?
next time... i'll hint.

12. A hot guy/girl keeps looking at you while you are on the bus. What are you secretly thinking inside?
BUT BUT BUT i rarely notice...
because im always staring out the window.

okay, lets say if i noticed.
i'll be like, what the hell is your problem.

then stare at them.
usually if the girl blushes its one thing and if she look away its another.

TAGGED to:
1. the irritating girlfriend.
2. hohoho merry christmas.
3. joei tan.
4. fynn.
5. evee.
6. jess.
7. cempaka.
8. turtle.
9. menny.
10. the clam.

2009-02-24T23:44:00.001+08:00

my handphone is gone.
G-O-N-E

2009-02-18T16:32:00.003+08:00

Making choices in life has it's consequences.

whether to reach for the knife or a penknife.

whether i should charge and stab or stare angrily with hate.

whether to pretend i didn't hear and see some things.

whether i keep promises or betray.

whether to speak or remain silent.

whether or not, i think of you.

Just doesn't feel like the same Me.

2009-02-18T16:23:00.004+08:00

Valentines' day.

A couple of sorries.

and a visit to the Toy Muesuem.

2009-02-12T19:09:00.002+08:00

THE STUPID QUIZ.
Directions:Mark the stupid things you've done, then add up the number of questions you marked. This test is out of 100 questions which means that the number you get as your score is your percentage.

1. [ ] Forgot to put the lid on the blender, turned it on, and had everything fly out
2. [X] Gotten your head stuck between the stair rails
3. [X] Broken a chair by leaning back in it
4. [X] Had gum fall out of your mouth while you were talking
5. [ ] Choked on your own spit while you were talking
6. [ ] Had people tell you that you are blonde when you're not, or had people tell you that your blonde highlights are going to your head
7. [ ] Been caught staring at your crush by your crush
8. [X] Have looked for something for at least 5 min then realized it was in your hand
9. [X] Tried to push open a door that said pull
10. [X] Tried to pull open a door that said push

Running total: 6

11. [ ] Have actually believed someone when they said that they knew how to make a love-potion
12. [X] Have hit yourself in the process of trying to hit something else
13. [X] Have tripped and fallen UP the stairs
14. [ ] Have actually exploded marshmallows in the microwave
15. [X] Have gotten gum stuck in your hair
16. [X] Had gum fall out of your mouth while trying to blow a bubble
17. [ ] Have had the juice from a mini tomato squirt out and hit somebody else when you bit into it
18. [ ] Have had your drink come out your nose because you were laughing so hard
19. [X] Have called one of your good friends by the wrong name
20. [X] Have skinned your toe because you were playing soccer or kickball with flip flops on or you were barefoot

Running total: 12

21. [ ] Have put a sticker on your forehead, forgot it was there, and went out in public with it on
22. [X] Have fallen out of a moving vehicle
23. [X] Have run into a closed door
24: [ ]Died from stupidity overload.
25. [X] Searched for your cell phone while you were talking on it
26. [ ] It has taken you longer than 5 min to get a joke
27. [X] Have gotten your hair stuck in a blow dryer
28. [X] Have gotten your hair stuck in a fan
29. [X] Tripped on a crack in the sidewalk
30. [X] Said o'clock after saying how many min after the hour, example: 5:30 o'clock, or 6:15 o'clock

Running total: 19

31. [X] After someone told you that there was gum on the ground, you stepped in it
32. [X] Put on a white shirt even though you already knew it was raining outside
33. [X] Have ever walked up to a stranger because you thought they were someone else
34. [ ] Ever been kicked out of a grocery store/off their property
35. [X] Touched the stove, the curling iron, a hot pan, etc when its on, even though you knew it was hot
36. [X] Taken off your clothes to change into something else then accidentally put the old clothes back on
37. [X] Wondered why something wasn't working then realized it wasn't plugged in
38. [X] Put the cereal in the fridge, or put the milk in the cupboard
39. [X] Walked into a pole
40. [X] Wore two different earrings or shoes by accident/stolen someones shoes by accident

Running total: 27

41. [] Put your shirt on backwards/inside-out without realizing it then left your house
42. [X] Tried to take a picture of someone's eye with the flash on
43. [X] Gotten a ring stuck on your finger because you put it on even though you knew it was too small
44. [X] Walked out of the bathroom (stall) with toilet paper stuck to your shoe without realizing it
45. [X] Went to go do something/go get something, then when you got there, you forgot what it is was that you were going to do
46. [X] Picked up someone else's drink and drank out of it by accident when your drink was right next to it!
47. [X] Fallen out of your chair while trying to pick something up
48. [X] Have poked yourself in the eye
49. [ ] Have gotten in the shower with your socks still on
50. [ ] Melted your hairbrush while blow drying your hair

Running total: 34

51. [X] Have done enough stupid things to make a test
52. [X] Have accidentally stabbed yourself with a pencil
53. [X] Have sung the wrong verse to a song without realizing it
54. [X] Have given an odd answer to a question because you didn't hear the question in the first place and didn't feel like asking what it was
55. [ ] Told someone you were the wrong age because you seriously forgot how old you were
56. [ ] Looked into an overhead purposefully while it was on
57. [X] Got up early and got ready for school/work, then realized that you didn't have school/work that day
58. [X] Forgot your own phone number
59. [X] Have tripped on a cord after someone told you to watch out for it
60. [X] Have ever laughed at a joke that no one else thought was funny

Running total: 42

61. [X] Done the Macarena to the electric slide or vice versa
62. [X] Said funner then had someone make fun of you for it
63. [X] Have repeated yourself at least twice in the same sentence
64. [X] Brought up an inside joke with the wrong person
65. [X] Didn't do the backside of an assignment because you thought that there wasn't one because you had already looked and forgot that there was another side
66. [X] Did more work than you had to on an assignment because you didn't read the directions
67. [X] Corrected someone's grammar/pronunciation then figured out that you were the one that was wrong
68. [X] Put something in a special place so that you would remember where it was, then forgot where you put it
69. [X] Put ice in your drink after the glass was full of liquid and had it splash out
70. [X] Told a lie then forgot what it was that you had said and got caught

Running total: 52

71. [ ] When wearing goggles, you pulled them away from your face and let go so that they would come back and snap you in the face
72. [ ] Forgot to make sure that the lamp was off before you replaced the light bulb
73. [X] Ran into a door jam
74. [X] Told someone that you hardly ever do stupid things, then immediately did/said something stupid
75. [X] Told someone to watch out for something, then you were the one that ran into it
76. [X] Have purposely licked playground sand
77. [X] Have purposely and repeatedly flicked yourself with a rubber band
78. [X] Gotten so hyper that someone actually thought you were drunk when you weren't
79. [X] Have been so hyper you actually scared people
80. [X] Put duct tape on your body then pulled it off to see if it would hurt

Running total: 60

81. [X] Put duct tape on your hair/someone else's hair then pulled it off
82. [X] Put a clothes pin/hair clip on your lip, figured out that it hurt, then did it again
83. [ ] Sat and wondered why men's dress shirts have a loop on the back
84. [X] Made up a code name for someone so that you could talk about them to someone else and no one else would know who you were talking about
85. [ ] Have gotten a hairbrush stuck in your hair
86. [X] Used the straw to blow the straw wrapper at someone
87. [ ] Shaved your tongue because you thought your taste buds looked funny
88. [ ] When at a restaurant, you used your spoon to fling stuff at people
89. [ ] Have flung forks at people in a restaurant
90. [X] Tripped and made the waiter drop the food.

Running total: 65

91. [ ] As you are writing, you move your head back and forth with your pen/pencil
92. [X] Have drawn finger puppets on your fingers then named them
93. [X] Have wrapped someone in a roll of toilet paper
94. [X] Have used somebody else's toothbrush without even realizing it wasn't yours
95. [X] Have started telling a story and forget what you were talking about or what happened in the story
96. [X] Read a whole book but during the whole book you weren’t even paying attention
97. [X] You have spelled your own name wrong before
98. [X]When lying in bed you look for pictures in the texture of the ceiling
99. [X] Have used your calculator as a form of communication in a class
100. [ ] Have popped a balloon in your mouth

Grand Total Percentage of Stupidity: 73%
didn't take too long for me to figure out i was stupid, LOL.

tagged 10 people:
1. zinky winky
2. shear~~
3. bye fynn!
4. hoho
5. yf
6. minn - i know you can do much better then me.!!
7. sri cempaka, where in the world are you?
8. lala
9. menny
10. lastly the slut of all sluts, ghee.

2009-02-11T15:45:00.003+08:00

TEN ARE YOU'S
1. Are you single - nope.
2. Are you happy - kinda.
3. Are you bored - sometimes, as usual.
4. Are you fair - they say i have tofu skin and mannequin legs. so, basically white is the word.
5. Are you Italian - what are you french?
6. Are you intelligent - who isnt?
7. Are you honest - nope.
8. Are you nice - have you heard birds of the same feather flock together? as zinc is so am i. haha.
9. Are you Irish - what in the world?? what? you have fetish for bagpipes? weirdo.
10. Are you Asian - HAHA.. good question. 3/4 asian actually.

TEN FACTS
1. Full Name - christine jaden tjia min li
2. Nicknames - jaja, tineey, christ, monkey......[must i list them all.]
3. Birth place - in a room with white walls and a hell load of people that wears mask passing me ard...ohohoh.. and strange machines that has beeping sounds.
4. Hair color - dark brown.
5. Natural hair style - emo hair.
6. Eye Color - dark brown, which is so unfair bec simon and kelvin has a lighter shade of brown than mine.
7. Birthday - 11-11-1989
8. Mood - destress, bec im suppose to be down in 5 mins.
9. Favorite color - black, royal purple, white, red.
10. One place you'd like to visit - venice

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Have you ever been in love - yeah.
2. Do you believe in love at first sight - yes.
3. Do you currently have a crush? - u mean utt or jaejoong?
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - who hasn't.
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - yes.
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - yes.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - nope.
8. Are you afraid of commitment - last time.
9. Who was the last person you hugged - float.
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? - float.

TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust - both.
2. Hard Liqour or Beer - hard liqour, bec beer stinks and i only get drunk on beer.. i realised.
3. Cats or Dogs - DOGS!
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - A few best friends. duh.
5.Creamy or Crunchy - creamy.
6. Pencil or Pen - BOTH. you just made me feel like drawing.
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - wild night out. bec every other day would be romantic night in.
8. Money or Happiness - im greedy. both.
9. Night or day - NIGHT PLEASE.
10. IM or phone - phone lah. *frowns*

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out - nope. im too good at it to get caught.
2. Seen a polar bear - yeah.
3. Done something you regret - definately. but im pass that.
4. Bungee jumped - YEAH MAN. it was ahhhhhhh!!! then wohooo~~
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - EWWW NO!
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - nope.
7. Been caught naked - you wish.
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - nope.
9. Cried because you lost a pet - i dont wana even think abt it!!. but before this? no.
10. Wanted to disappear - yes.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - eyes.
2. Light or dark hair - as long as the colour fits.
3. Hugs or kisses - both.
4. Shorter or taller - shorter.
5. Intelligence or attraction - both. dated a bimbo didnt like it.
6. Topman or Zara - BOTH. omg. SHOPPINGGGGGGG!!
7. Funny or serious - funny lah. you want serious? try dating your parents instead.
8. Older or Younger - doesnt really matter.
9. Outgoing or quiet - i like both in its own special ways.
10. Sweet or Bad - if i say sweet you would know im lying... haha.

TEN HAVE YOU'S
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - yes. omg. the largest was at timbre..
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - yea, almost all the time.
3. Ever tried walking on your hands - like lay them on the ground and step on them? sure. why not? i mean it was so fun!!!!! WHAT ARE YOU A FREAK??? GAWD. *slaps forehead*
okay if you mean walk the normal way using hands instead of legs, i tried it and hurt my back so yeah.
4. Ever been to a rock concert - YUP
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team - o.o!! no....
6. Ever been on a dance team - yeah
7. Ever been on a sports team - yeah
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - yeah
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? - im 19 and my parents aint that rich yet...
10. Ever been in a rap video? - HAHAHAHA. what is this? are you hollywood material?

LASTS
1. Last phone call you made - zinc
2. Last person you hugged - float [didnt i just answered this?]
3. Last person you hung out with - yesterday? float and jia ling.
4. Last time you worked - HAHHAHA. like fucking long ago can. i cant remember...
5. Last person you talked to - sc.
6. Last person you IM'd - should i check my history? nah. im too lazy. OH. ITS MELISSA!!
7. Last person you texted - SEBAS.!!
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - hmmmmhmmmm... damn.
9. Last person/thing you missed - her.
10. Last website visited - http://www.blogger.com/post-create.......

EN... PEOPLE TO DO THIS
1. fynn the fish
2. evelyn the birdy
3. phylis
4. mitchell
5. yc
6. ghee
7. stone
8. joei
9. menny
10. sebassssssss

okay 4.35 and i gotta rush! damnation.

2009-02-11T15:24:00.003+08:00

okay i have to admit!

i have been neglecting badly blog.

but its really just,

so many events and so lil time.

so i once again decided to once again embark on THE journey
and get in touch with the long lost cyber world that i left behind.

first stop: went to zinc's blog
[to see if she made any changes bec i told her it was too emo for me]
i got hit by a 60km/h tow truck TAG!!

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it just makes me feel like throw the mug im drinking from at the computer.

or more like give up, put a white flag and surrender.

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SO.

im suppose to complete that tag and blog abt why i dissappeared off the face of earth.

IN LESS THE 30 MINS

2009-01-16T13:31:00.000+08:00

i choked.

i need a breather.

i dont want this anymore.

im leaving.

2009-01-09T08:40:00.003+08:00

DAMNED.

like total damnation..

if there is such a word.

i swear my grades are so sucky.

considering i have to skip the last week of school.

i just have to head to school every other day within this two weeks.

skipping on monday.

and left with like............................

4days including today, left of school.

then im free to fly for 3months.

i love holidays. =]

2009-01-03T00:41:00.004+08:00

1. who's the person that tagged you?
SHEAR!!

2. Relationship between u & her?
my lil girl.

3. Three impressions of them...
cute, retarded and anti-social.

4. If she becomes your enemies, you will?
SMILE AT HER. then we're friends again.

5. What will you say to the person you like very much?
i hate you.

6. Characteristic i like about myself?
my weirdness.

7. Characteristic i hate about myself?
being THAT.

8. For the person whom you hate, you say?
*FROWNS* now why would i even talk to someone i hate.

9. What do people feel about you?
they dont know.

10. Your crush?
hush hush.

Pass this to 10 people;
1. menny
2. ghee
3. joei
4. birdy
5. phylis
6. yc
7. fynn
8. Yuanfeng
9. ivy
10. LALA [if shes sees this, and is not lazy to do it!]

11. If 5 & 7 were together?
(phylis & fynn?) OMG. thats horrifying.

12. Who does 5 like?
(phy) shes' a universal.

13. What colour does 9 like?
(ivy?) RED LOR!

14. Say something about 8.
(yf)my gf. haha. in class.

15. Who is 2?
(ghee?) hahha. like GHEE lah, the green can you can find in supermarkets.

16. Talk about 3
(joei) shes retarded and extremely funny.
shes like... shes like... one of a kind.

17. Who is 10's best friend?
(lala) FOOD!!

18.Who's the sexiest among all
birdy!!

19. Is 4 single?
(birdy) NO!

20. Your relationship with 1.
(menny) mhmmm.. where should i start.
skip arh.....

21. Are 5 & 6 best friends.?
(phylis & yc) OMG. OMG. OMFG. how you know!
*screams*

22. 9's surname?
(ivy) HO.
please, dont tell her.
BUT i hate seriously hate her,
she gets all the attention from SANTA only...
HO. HO. HO merry christmas.!!
[okay sue me.]

23. 7's nickname?
(fynn) fish. [im not going to explain.]

24. Say something to 8.
(yf) STOP MESSING UP MY HAIR AND PINCHING MY FACE!!

25. Say something to help 9.
(ivy) *mocking in process* "omg. so paiseh. so paiseh."

26. Who do i admire?
joei. because she's such a strong bitch.
RAWR!

27. Where do 1 live?
(menny) in a pooh bear shrine.

28. Does the 10 of them, know who you like?
no. not all.

29. Say something to 6 when you see him/her.
(yc)
*stares* *stares**stares*
*and continue staring*
until she comes and whack me.

30. 10's spouse?
(lala)
ahem. i do not agree for him to be your spouse.
but whatever lah. your the one marrying him.
alvin.

so gonna kill shear for this.....

i don't know how to put this.

2009-01-03T00:05:00.006+08:00

Actions.

cut the fuckin' string of conciousness.

"i thought you were someone else."

gave it some thought.

never would. never could be.

"i'm telling you, your not the one."

a wrong choice.

i should have pushed you away.

'she' pretended not to see, what you did.

"i wished 'she' hit me, instead of pretending."

i'm sick of all this nonsense.

don't give me that shit.

Listen:
Somehow.

i know what you were trying to do.

just keep me out of it.

im not an option anymore.

"i dont ever want to be."

just leave me out of it.

your not what i need.

2008-12-30T15:30:00.004+08:00

a breakaway and im back.

feeling so much better.

time to head to the clubs then back to school.

did i say i hate the "lao niang" at jerry's.

not bad right,
4th day into the job quarreled with the fucking boss.

what to do.

the bitch was barking non-stop.
since nobody wants to stop her,
i shall do the honours.

yup, she didnt turn up like the next day.

hahahha.

CHRISTMAS WAS CRAZY LAH.

the chocolate log cake and turkey with smoked ham is like....

A HORROR.

its like everywhere, every house, every party.

even in my head when i head to sleep.

why?chocolates.

my head tobbled for two days straight!!!

MELISSA IS BACK FROM CAMBODIA.!!!!

gawd. time to hang out.

SHALL GO DYE MY HAIR AND GET A HAIRCUT.
MAN. I TOTALLY NEED A HAIRCUT!.

2008-12-15T13:25:00.002+08:00

did i say i woke up today.
and i realised i lost a huge portion of my memory.

i cant remember anything.
i really cant! UGH.

well, lets just wait for someone to call and tell me what to do.
now rachel is reminding me.
lucky me.

screw you brain.

noted:
facebook says i have to meet sheena and ivan. like soon.
plus yun just gave me a recording of her voice"baby, i miss you".

2008-12-15T12:05:00.003+08:00

[Gabriella]
Take my hand,
take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

[Troy, Gabriella]
Won't you promise me
(now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing
(to keep dancing)
wherever we go next

(Chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you

It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do

And with every step together, we just keep on getting better

So can I have this dance

(can I have this dance)

Can I have this dance

[Troy]

Take my hand, I'll take the lead

And every turn will be safe with me

Don't be afraid, afraid to fall

You know I'll catch you through it all

[Troy, Gabriella]

And you can't keep us apart

(even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)'

Cause my heart is

(cause my heart is)

wherever you are

(Chorus)

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you

It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do

And with every step together, we just keep on getting better

So can I have this dance

(can I have this dance)

Can I have this dance

[Gabriella And Troy]

Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide

'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop

Let it rain, let it pour

What we have is worth fighting for

You know I believe, that we were meant to be

(Chorus)

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you

(like you)

It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do

(way we do)

And with every step together, we just keep on getting better

So can I have this dance

(can I have this dance)

Can I have this dance

2008-12-15T11:45:00.004+08:00

AT CHEVRONS
fynn, rain, yvonne, kristen and jung [my dog.]

2008-12-15T10:44:00.002+08:00

it shows how long i hadn't blog.
considering i had to sign in and i forgot my password.
completely almost gave up until it hit me.
and so im IN hurray.

finally bought fynn, rain, kristen and jung [he's dog to me.] to bliss!
okay that wasnt the point.

the point is zinc has her F-ING license now.
but shes damn afraid of the highway still...
couldn't blame her for a "i got my license the day before"
the friday night highway totally suck.
the more her mum who was suppose to guide her panic, the more i panicked at the back.
and 3 sticks are the amount to calm me down.
okay lah we almost crashed like TWO times only what.
i duno. thats weird. i think its her mum's screaming.!

so i had a hell of a roadtrip. that friday.
[after we skipped classes again!] Woodlands --> Jurong -->Ubi --->Hougang --->Punggol field ---> Pasir ris --> Hougang ---> pick rain, fynn, kristen and jung up at HGM. ---> dropped them at Bliss. ---> went to get lala, Ave 8 -----> went to pick rachel up at one of the rows of houses opposite the Swimming complex. ---> Jalan kayu to get SC ---> get ourselves back to bliss to join the rest. ---> sc house --> some place at seletar, with a fucking nice night view, brilliant massive winds . resulting in a great place to chat and catch up.

so after we dropped zinc's mum off and head out to pick the rest up.
gawd, there was so much changes in the mood.
with me sitting next to her in front, she was tense-less. [haha. yes, what a word.]
zinc was so relaxed!!!
and she drove like EXCELLENTLY!! goodnessgracious.

then rachel and the rest decided to act shy and refuse to head into the cafe,
because they didn't know fynn and the rest.
so i and zinc have to drag them hand by hand in.
and so i had to go.
this is rain, this is fynn, this is kristen, this is kristen's brother ahboon, also known as my dog. this is SC, HI IM CHRIST[that lessen the tension in the air], this is rachel [and lala laughed like mad.], that thing laughing like a idiot would be lala ahem lareina, AND i have no need to introduce zinc have i? mutters under breath; "whoever that doesnt know her is a idiot."

so after i rejected fynn's rain's and kristen's offer to join them to the clubs.
we headed over to SC house to play the drinking game.
what you need would be PLENTY of alcohol! and mixers.
a pack of poker card at hand people?
now, remove the J's 9's and 10's.
Suffle the deck and sit in a circle, and let the game began anti or clockwised.

if you picked ____ card.

ace: drink 1 mouthful.
two: drink 2 mouthfuls.
three: drink 3 mouthfuls.
four: now thats retarded if you just keep drinking yeah?might as well go drink by yourself.
give the cup up to the person on your left and make them drink a gulp.
five: fair as a square. hand the cup to the person on the right make them drink a gulp.
Six: give the cup to the person opposite you and smile. HAHA.
Seven:
Eight: topic of the day. example: "brands of boxers"
and the one that doesnt know a brand shut up and start drinking.
Queen: what a prize. you can grab a cup and start adding stuff in.
King: this is difficult to explain..... something about thumbs kinky and the last king is death.
WHATEVER LAH.

and so we headed to seletar for a nice chat and considering that i help SC drink her share since she was totally down on her luck during the entire game, i had to remain slightly sober bec i can feel myself heading towards gone case.
so i puke at the beach and started talking.
i kinda miss you.

2008-12-04T14:54:00.002+08:00

I shall make it a point to update.

i have been K-ing like crazy.

hav'been eating like a pig.

drinking alcohol like a fish needs water to survive

and smoking like a fucking train.

i think im sick physically and emotionally....

i kinda like the feeling of not having a phone.

seriously.

i seem to have pass my sick virus to EVERYONE!

hahha. now they can have a superb sexy voice like me.

and cough their way thru from like dawn to dawn.

oh did i say..
im totally fustrated and stressed out.

LIKE ARGH!

i hate sticky sticky people.

like a pukey sensation.

my life is a total mess.

and i have too much on my activities schedule
to care for a phone already.

talk abt activities.

i really miss melissa ALOT.

like we are finally meeting up tomorrow!

MY FEDORAAA~~~

2008-12-01T09:21:00.000+08:00

I lost my handphone.

FUCK.

2008-11-24T14:36:00.002+08:00

ARE YOU GAMED FOR THIS?

The rules & regulations
1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2) People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little know facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names.
4) No tagging back. [it's a one way streeeeettttt.]

10 weird things/habits/little known facts about Christ:
1. I never get drunk. yes seriously. never once. [does that proves that i have weak friends?]
2. I can forget to eat for a really really long time. 3 days so far.
3. I once sleep for 3 days straight without waking up. [i was at home. not at some hospital in coma please.]
4. I can see spirits. sometimes.
5. I love smoking more then food.
6. I sing like hebe. yes, dont judge me by my appearance.
7. I'M A DOG. i can't eat chocolates.
8. I have weird mentality. something like i can't get too close to humans.
9. When i'm tired i blabber alot. like alot.! and everyone thinks its funny. *annoyed*
10. i drink like alot of water. im a water tank for a reason. SHUI TONG.

10 People I'm tagging:
1. FYNN ARH
2. MENNY ARH
3. rong xiao jie
4. birdbird!!
5. JOEI TAN! laugh somemore. laugh at me somemore.
6. KHOOO GHEE TING. i know your free to do this.
7. Yuan Feng arhrhhhh
8. SEBAS
9. YINGCHIAN!!
10. kitten. =]

2008-11-24T14:18:00.004+08:00

THIS POST IS ALL ABOUT ME!!!

no it's not.

Butter grew fatter then cookie!

MENNY, shut up.
i can hear you laughing.
no, i do not deserve it!
i didn't laugh when your butter wanted to run the wheel
but its so fat the hind legs keep dropping out of the wheel.

I DIDN'T LAUGH AT YOUR BUTTER LIKE THE REST DID.
this is so unfair.
M butter is so fat, she needs to go on a diet.!

This post is all about him, Keith.

he insist on staying over..

so i had to baby sit him. sighs.

he was still sleeping when i headed for school.

HOW COME A KID SLEEPS MORE THEN ME!

he molested my hamsters
and they didn't bite him.

how unfair.

*annoyed*

HE STOLE MY DOG AND
INSIST ON TAKING IT FOR A WALK.

angel didn't even resist the leash when he took it.

angel didn't even bark at him.

*completely annoyed*

then he gave this cute expression.
after he race back to the apartment with angel
and i asked him who won the race.

from my previous post.

you could tell he stole my headphones too...

I totally hate him.!

UGH!!

not. haha.
He is damn cute.

2008-11-23T16:04:00.000+08:00

At Ajisen, that day.

[credits to fynn]

yes, the seaweed hair process is going well.

LONG HAIR, GROW HAIR GROW.!

2008-11-23T14:58:00.002+08:00

THE FLIM IS OUT.
gosh. how embarassing.

go read up Joei's blog for more info yeah?

since she laughed at us thruout the whole entire review...

went to meet uncle steven, auntie jessie,
kenneth and keith at S.gardens.

since the lil boys want to stay over at our house after that,

we went to have dinner tgt.

this keith. he's damn cute lah!!

At the seafood restaurant.
had 3 CRABS. pepper and chilli.
prawns.
icant remember the list lah..

all i could say is i was really full,

and i had too much beer.

*closes eyes.*

2008-11-21T17:44:00.001+08:00

The film is out at 12+ tmr.
im damn happy.

yes, juicy juicy.

potluck somemore.

-------------------------------------------------------------------

caregroup is such a bore.

swear i can never fit in.

2008-11-18T21:29:00.003+08:00

LET's look at how much i love my beloved cousin now!!!
SHE MADE ME HER PET!!!

Revenge!!!!!
lets seee.. i sent like about 20+ hate mails. hahhahaa.

2008-11-17T11:23:00.005+08:00

ON THE WAY TO SCHOOLL..!!

I SAW THIS!

SEBAS ARH.
SOME IDIOT GETZ TRYING TO ACT MINI COOPER.

HOW.

hahaha.

Grandies place.

DID I SAY THEY HAVE A GARDEN!

HAHHA.

yes i was paying attention to my grandies for once.

everything seem to have changed. =[

BUSTERFEST!!!

i got this stencil.

it's ROYALTY.

sorry arh. i lazy rotate! hahaha.

made this balloon for mel,
with joan's help of course.

then we gave it to this kid on the MRT.

because he wanted it so bad.

the smile on his face made my day....

this is Sandra.
damn weird calling her name...
who asked her to have the same name as my MUM!

thats erin.

im suppose to draw a cartoon of them..

because they were at the balloon station.

i WAS supposed to help out there...

BUT THEN AGAIN I WAS DRAGGED TO ILLUDTRATION.

how did that happen?

what to do claris was damn determined to drag me over.

with just 3 other artist.

damned.

well i was at the illustration booth at the BUSTERFEST at suntec.

damn retarded the way they drag me over to draw people...

staring at the people sitting in front of me.

while they stare back at me..

i swear the girls were blushing madness.

NOT TO SAY THE CROWD BEHIND YOU WATCHING YOU DRAW!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

i drew them out either in cartoon or real self-portraits.

did i say i hate drawing people.!!!

my obssession!

thanks to menny.

angel, my dog is super jealous.

IM SO SORRY.
I DIDN'T MEAN TO MAKE YOU DRUNK!!!

on your Bday somemore......>.<

a very unglam shot of you, shear.

hahaha.

on a random note:

OH I CANT WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS!!!

jingle bells jingle bells.
all the wayyyyyy....

followup.

2008-11-13T14:56:00.004+08:00

BEFORE THE QUEEN-RONG DECIDES TO HACK ME INTO PIECES.

i shall upload the album she did for me.

i seriously love scave alot... =]

they surprised me with a Bday cake and in class somemore...

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IT'S BREAKTIME.!

she's damn chio right!

this angry women is forever horny,
it's unspeakable and like R rated the things she said and wana do to me.
"lets go handicapp, i so wana rape you."
thats just a tiny bit of what she said.

who else but aisyah. =]

my PB darling.

PEOPLE, meet kristen.

seriously heart her. hahaha.
ahem.

a crush. opps...

WHATEVER LAH.

19 year old me.

2008-11-11T15:24:00.003+08:00

yes.....

MY BIRTHDAY.

MENNY GOT ME HAMMIES.
they are cookie and butter.

this is cookie!

this is butter!

they are only 3 weeks old....

my hammies and menny's.

oh yeah, she got me a BIG BABY too.
hahaha.

at ktv.

[from left to right]

with reina, zinc me, fynn and rain.

sc left alrdy... =[

FYNN AND ME. =]

MENNY's PRESSIE.
cute anot?

yes, i had fun. and this are only a portion of the pictures.
i shall upload the rest some other time.

THANKS FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES
AND MSGES AND HUGS AND KISSES.
LOVE YOU GUYS.

2008-11-10T15:28:00.000+08:00

RJ QUESTION FOR TODAY.

Question:
If you can "re-start" your day, what would you do differently?

Response:
i would go get some food...i did all the research and everything today to understand the problem. the only thing im missing out right now is foodddd!!hahhaa.

2008-11-10T14:42:00.003+08:00

NEED I SAY MORE.

i thought i could have a happy day for at least ONCE.

fuck, am i that deprived for at least one day.

don't i fucking deserve it?
fuck...

2008-11-09T22:25:00.003+08:00

zinc said: "parents should be considerate and
stop having sex ard january and feb."

she makes total sense.

at the rate that we are going...

i'm going bankrupt.

WAIT.
correction; WE are going bankrupt.

sighs. what to dooooo...

2008-11-09T21:54:00.002+08:00

WHY AM I SO HAPPY?

i'm grinning from ear to ear.

i know i should seriously stop grinning like an idiot!

but i really can't help it can i?

thinking about the fedora.

thinking about the hamsters.

thinking about the party!!

okay stop it CHRIST.

BTW, its Melanie's JIEJIE.
that whorelanie's birthday.

my dear pinky winky.

I LOVE YOU LOOTTTSSSSS..

2008-11-08T23:17:00.002+08:00

so i pretended that it doesn't bother me.

act like i didn't care, i didn't notice.

but

i tossed and turned the entire night.

i wondered....

why didn't you tell me,
why didn't you say something.

what happened?

2008-11-07T22:55:00.003+08:00

MEET MY NEWEST OBSSESSION!

Name: Tinkerbell

Age: 3 days old.

Species: Deer [lu]

its a boy lahh.

but fynn says he can dress up as a girl.....

i find that gross.
i mean i can take girls dressing as guys,
buutttt not the guy as a girl.

lets get the pictures from fynn.!

2008-11-07T08:49:00.002+08:00

PICTURE OF THE DAY.

GUESS WHO?

2008-11-07T08:39:00.003+08:00

i feel really really tired.

somehow i forgot my birthday till zinc was like make yourself free on the 10th.

then i went...
whats the occasion.

seems like birthday's aint as important to me anymore.

i had fun hang out with menny.

altho shes damn facinated with my cap, in which that i found annoying.

she shops like a mad shopaholic.

and and and...

SHE STARVED ME!

okay, we both found out that kids clothes so fits us.

definately the designs and the SIZE factor.

im plain bored and im FUCKING TIRED.

the faci is being a bitch.

2008-11-05T10:12:00.004+08:00

its really not the way i treat my phone.

i believe it has nothing to do with it.

completely.

who am i fooling.

MY PHONE GAVE UP ON ME.

im just waiting for ms zinc to get enough sleep then we shall head out.

im thinking of watching: THE COFFIN.

2008-11-03T08:25:00.005+08:00

SO HOW WAS HALLOWEEN?
noted: 3 devils
3 draculas
3 witches
2 zombies
2 fairies
1 scream
1 frankenstein
1 skeleton
1 CLOWN [wtf is a clown doing on halloween, but they are scary enough]

AND
1 idiot. [that got shocked by the scary make up.]
yes its melissa ng.
laughed my ass off the way she got startled.

what to do the girl had;
bleeding eyes and like white make up... with smeared mascara.

summary?
the monkey.
had fun!

and i tot it was just shopping.
we went from Dhoby to orchard.

yes, i cropped myself
out from the picture.

like goon.
bec M-E-L-I-S-S-A
insist i have to try it on
so she know how she will look like.

peace!

thats why shes melmel.
MEOWMEOW.

AAAAHHHH!!!

with braces.

green and without.

loves....

2008-10-31T11:02:00.006+08:00

Tag by MINN. [that idiot.]
since i need something really retarded to occupy my head,
the nervousness of PP is killing me.
slept late and woke up at 9!
9 leh!

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted in the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and post their names,
then goes to their blog and leave a comment,
letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 11.14am
Name: christine jaden tjia min li
Sisters: 0
Brothers: 2, younger.
Shoe size: hmmm.. 5?
Height: 161
Where do you live: Hougang.
Favourite drinks: water and all the unhealthies.
Breakfast: the usual american breakfast.
Have You EverSwim in the ocean: yea.
Fallen asleep in school: yea.
Broken some one's heart: hmm.
Fell off your chair: pretty dumb right? but i did.
Waited for someone to call: yea. like a idiot.
Saved e-mails: nah, i R-A-R-E-L-Y open my email.
What is your room like: looking like im in dark arts?
Whats right beside you: left or right? left side is the keyboard, right side is a stack of sketchbooks.
What is the last thing you ate: hmmm... dinner. i had steak.
Ever Had Chicken pox: yea.
Sore throat: yea.
Stitches: yea. [and the one saying: "fight somemore lah". just shut up okay.]
Broken nose: nah.
Do you believe in love at first sight: no.
Like picnics: yeah.
Who was/were the last person you danced with: i can hardly remember.
Last made you smile: melissa.
You last yelled at someone: yesterday

Today
Did you talk to someone you like: that totally depends on the extend of liking.
Kissed anyone: will make it a point to later.
Get sick: yeah. stupid sore throat. [and i have presentation later!]
Talk to an ex: yeah.
Missed someone: does thinking count?
Eat: later.
Best feeling in the world: NO!
Do you sleep with your stuffed animals: no. i prefer a hell lot of stuff pillows and bolsters.
Whats under your bed: my dog. i have no idea what is angel doing there.
Who do you really hate: no one actually.
What time is it now: 11.40am [getting irritated at this quiz and losing concentration.]

Random
Is there a person who is on your mind now: Shut up.
Do you have any siblings: i answered just now right? 2. dammit TWO. T-W-O which part of T-W-O do you not understand.
Do you want children: not really. if necessary, just one. so i can give all the best.
Do you smile often: i believe so.
Do you like your handwriting: i happen to hate it to the core.
Are your toe-nails painted: nope.
Whose bed other than yours would your rather sleep in: shut up seriously.
What colour shirt are you wearing now: green and grey.
What were you doing at 7.00p.m yesterday: restaurant, eating.
When did you last cry: THAT day.
Are you a friendly person: am i not?
Do you have any pets: yeah. i have a pet dog, angel and a birdy called evelyn.
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: probably at home or in school?
Did you hold hands with the person who mean anything to you now: yeah.
Do you sleep with the tv on: i can't, i'm a light sleeper.
What are you doing right now: doing this fucking quiz and drinking orange juice.
Have you ever crawled through a window: yeah.
Can you handle the truth: why not. rather truth then lies.
Are you too forgiving: yeah. i heard i am.
Are you closer to your mother or father: ain't it obvious.? no?
let me give you a clue. SHE'S the best.
Who was the last person you cried in front of: probably myself.
How many people can you say you've really loved: hmmm.. what's loved.
Do you eat healthy: no.
Do you still have pictures of you and your ex: yup.
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: yeah, she did it.
If you're having a bad day, who are you likely to go to: melissa or scaved.
Are you confident: o.O yeah.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago.
1. climbing the exteriors of houses trying to make it to the rooftops.
2. sitting at the dining table, taking up to 2 - 5 hours to chew the food down.
3. fighting with brothers every single day, in the imaginary world that we are in WWF.
4. getting my maid to cook extra spicy stuff, saying its mummy that asked her to.
5. eating every single candy i can get my hands on.

5 things on my to-do list today.
1. do not screw up the presentation.
2. memories some stuff.
3. i need to buy ciggs.
4. meet melissa for dinner.
5. today is Halloween. P____!

5 snacks I enjoy
1: bliss' tiramisu.
2: ruffles cedder cheese.
3: taco spicy.
4: the jelly sweets.
5: chocolates [altho you kill me.]

5 things I would do if I'm a billionaire
1: get a house and interior design it my own way.
2: get some CARS!
3: give some to charity.
4: send gifts to friends and hold a house party.
5: ask her to marry me.

5 of my bad points
1: i stone alot.
2: i'm paranoid.
3: hard to get my trust.
4: even harder to hold me down.
5: i really don't know why i did that, sometimes.

5 people i tagged!!!! [i heart this part.]
1. HI MENNY!
2. HI YINGCHIAN.
3. HI PHYLIS.
4. HI FYNN.
5. HI RONGGGGGGGGGG. !!!!

whoever thats in heaven up there, bless me.
may i not get hacked up by this people stated above.

handphone.

2008-10-31T10:47:00.004+08:00

okay.

i promise not to throw you away when im angry.

i promise to try not to drop you a certain height off my hands.

just don't leave me again.

yes, i got my handphone back.

contact me people..

AND

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!

trick or treat?

2008-10-30T21:06:00.003+08:00

they say its only 15mins.

they say it's like presenting powerpoint slides.

they say your PP advisor will help you.

my PP advisor is MATTHEW leh.

he hates me.

damn it.

now start panicking.

2008-10-29T09:38:00.003+08:00

Say what?
hahaha.

come to thnk of it,

i was on the verge of giving up PP and school.

hmmmm...
thinking if i were to really go for the presentation....
i started panicking
i would be so bloody short of time.

okay, shut up.
i completed my PP poster in less then 2 hours.
under the naggy zinc's watch and instructions.
[dont get it wrong she's the best.]
i didn't get distracted.
=]

i'm heading out today.
without a phone!
BUT im getting it back tonight.
because he said i would, i would get it back.
right?

now, which movie should i watch?

2008-10-28T15:39:00.002+08:00

i will be alright.

for now, i have got like the bloody PP POSTER to do!

damn swot analysis.

i tot today was like sunday.

damn.

2 more days.

2008-10-26T13:45:00.005+08:00

what could be worse?

everything.

guys, my handphone is gone.
so there's really no means off contacting me.

meaning plans for the entire week would be canceled.

got into a fight with that bastard at home.

guess who came out a victor,
80kg v.s. 48kg.

pretty happy aint it, for you.

a swollen face, a teary bloodshot eye.

bruised and bleeding.

because of what?

i can hardly remember.

all i remembered was the laughter he could still let out,
after leaving me on the floor bleeding.

he continued to watch the show...

if it wasnt for mum,
i would have taken a knife and stabbed you.

it wont be long.

i have nothing to leave for now.

2008-10-25T12:51:00.006+08:00

A hell lot of bruises and cuts.
whats worse then this?

it certainly wasn't looking so bad
when i headed home for a bath.

i mean come on its just a bruise
and a lost of abit of flesh...

i was proven so wrong
the next morning.

Fucking painful thank you.

okay so there are alot of cuts all over,
knuckles are bruised,
one swollen left eye[credits to valerie],
and a right side face thats SO UGLY [thats the above pictures.]

JUST IN CASE YOUR WONDERING!
i didn't get into a fight kae.

amazing ain't it?
how breakdancing and basketball
proves to be dangerous and violent sports.

At BBall;
Shorty was freaking trying to make me a blind.
she practically elbowed my eye.

and of all the swelling and pain only happened hit me this morning.
no wonder i had trouble getting up and off the bed.
and here comes kelvin screaming/asking "who hit you?"

IM FUCKING HUNGRY AND I JUST WOKE UP.
I SMELL EMPEROR'S CHICKEN AND GARDEN SALAD!!!

man, should i go to shovis house later.
so bruised.
i need shades or specs.

2008-10-24T15:36:00.001+08:00

since pri5.

i really forgotten what happiness taste like.

im a fucking fake.

smiles and masks aside.

what's inside?

2008-10-24T14:03:00.001+08:00

rem wat i told u.
u can' really appreciate happyness
until u appreciate being unhappy.

i totally appreciate it mr patrick.

everyone is just so sad nowadays.

2008-10-23T14:31:00.003+08:00

so totally looking forward:
HOLIDAYS, MISS HOLIDAYS IS HEREEEE.
NO SCHOOL = HAVE TIME TO DO PP POSTER.

Saturday: BBQ at shovis house.
Sunday: learn the breakdance steps or i die.
Monday: KTV and Drinking again...

im such a no lifer.
i want to meet up with people that i haven meet for a really long time.

most importantly, i want to forget.

2008-10-23T08:57:00.000+08:00

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2008-10-21T13:09:00.003+08:00

A spit of blood.

then the blood just rushed out.

choked and a cough in the tissue.

i didn't drink, i thought it's only when i drink.

put the tissue on my lip and there it is again.

time to get up and leave.

maybe a smoke will stop the hurting.

and it did.

till the heart hurted.

it wanted to give up, but i told it to beat.

a foot into the house.

a sigh of relief.

2008-10-21T12:53:00.003+08:00

I WAS EARLY FOR OPERATING SYSTEMS!!!
it's so crappy the feeling of dissappointing my mum.
by skipping school and so many red grades meaning this >>> (-o.5)

geting A's but with a (-o.5)
its a B.
get it?

sorry mummy,
you have high expectations like getting me into U.
but i really ont think i can make it with my grades like this.
a dissappointment, thats what i have been.
and i'll always be....

and so i have to release my emotions.
i heading down to K with friends.
been a long time, tot it would help.
releasing makes it worse,it's better cropped inside.
when friends fret and get bothered.
when they see your pain.
it just gets worse.

i had fun singing..
and i realised i have a very girly voice.
i can go DAMN HIGH. but i can't sing low.
BUTBUT BUT i have ZINC.
GOSH. SHE'S DAMN MAN.
and her voice is damn nice!!!!!!!!!!

that's Kristen [my PB.]
and her Gf...
what's her name again?

hmmm... Yvonne!
yes, like my cuz.
von.

this is Zinc.
the shyshy,
but damn man inside Zinc.

there were only two mic
in the room.
but then again!

RAIN is a borned-mic.
she has one inside her throat i swear!

the camwhores.
Fynn and Rain [in green.]

sang and sang.
that one song, had me broke down in tears.
the first love song made it worse.
memories flooded back.
a hard to hold back.
i love you so.
didn't you know.
impossible.

2008-10-20T08:55:00.003+08:00

The result; is a spit of blood.

Went church that saturday.

man, cried my eyes out.

mel cried too..

how we both tried to keep it all in

but i all comes tumbling out in front of daddy god.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Then i went timbre to meet the REST!!!!
so what if we drink and smoke alot.

so what if we are a crazy bunch.

i truely had fun for a day.

just let me suffer the consequences someday else.

thats birdy and me.
by the dork.
at clarke quay.

angel, birdy and me.

thats us.
and a lot more,
but thats just us.
that's the most important.

germaine, birdy, rong, angel, me and shovis.

she's mine.
okay lah, i totally worship her feet.

<<< yes. HER
the lead singer's voice is damn sexy, strong and whatsoever.
and plus shes hilarious and funny and and like awsome.

altho i got sabo-ed by my friends and
im like damn scared to death on stage
in front of so many people somemore.
she hold me close. so comforting lahhh..

gosh, the UMBRELLA GUY.
damn cute.. too bad i dont have a pic.

2008-10-16T13:35:00.007+08:00

They said; it's Fate that people meet or come by your way.

for a reason so strong to change, to keep or to move on.

but have you heard of a wrong fate?
A fate for paths to be crossed, that shouldnt have even taken place at all.

sometimes i wonder....
where did all the innocence that we are borned with went to.

2008-10-16T13:28:00.004+08:00

I seriously hate PHP coding.

it's not just the module itself,
it's also the retarded rahim as my faci.

WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING IN SCHOOL....

i need to catch a movie;

maybe "the house bunny"

or like some comedy flick.!

RANDOM NEWS:

LINDSAY LOHAN IS A LESBIAN.

zomg, shes totally hot.

2008-10-15T21:39:00.000+08:00

2008-10-15T21:16:00.005+08:00

Yes, a new blog skin.

since everyone keeps telling me im emo enough.

and my blogskin just makes it worse.

the ciggs are the only thing keeping me alive now.

2008-10-13T13:58:00.001+08:00

my heart can't take it anymore.

2008-10-13T13:56:00.000+08:00

Finally finished fliming on saturday,
before 7 somemore.!!
was abit of a hard parting moment for us,
seem to have grown a bit of attachment.
[shall up load the last day's picture of the whole crew once i get the pictures.]
[maybe get the whole flim from ghee also!!]

so i met at cathay IVAN TAN!!
omg. been eyons since i have seen him.
so excited can!
then menny got jealous he gave more attention to me then her.

come to think of it,
i haven't seen sheena for a really long time either.
where are you!!!

2008-10-12T18:42:00.003+08:00

i finally see the amount of pain im causing you.

i shouldn't have asked you to stay.

"just go. leave."
i thought i could hurt no more.

one final look.
a moment so close, closed.
you walked on pass me.
away.

2008-10-10T20:33:00.004+08:00

Hectic Schedule:
for saturday...

i rejected a clubbing invitation;
BECAUSE OF YOU KHOO GHEE TING!!

gotta rise and shine at 10am tmr.!
meet ghee and menny before we meet the rest of the crew for filming.
Fliming till 6pm. [because i requested so.]

have to rush to meet stone at C_____.
hopefully... i won't be late again.

then attend Xiao Mark's birthday PARTY.
and probably die there...
trying to forget the lousy loser i am after that,
grieving and wishing away..

things to do?
not to say i have to pack 3 sets of clothes of the filming,
get enough rest tonight and not think about anything
happening tomorrow [Highly requested by dear shovis.]
and MEMORIZE THE SCRIPT!!!
until i get nightmares and started blabbering the lines while i SLEEP.

did i say i need a good night sleep badly?
3 hours for 2 days is no good.

I paralysed like half of my body today...
the reason?
i have no fucking idea.

the heart pumped at horse chottering rate.
hand trembled and went numb.
could control the fingers, they went rigid and stayed like that.
for like 1 hour.

2008-10-10T14:41:00.000+08:00

I fear the lost of sanity.

i really do.

2008-10-10T14:24:00.003+08:00

I thought a stayover at mel's hall would help.
and i swear NTU is damn far.

but it was quite fun lah the company...
heading to school alone is damn long from boon lay.
fuck shit.

i'm feeling really horrible inside.

2008-10-07T16:10:00.003+08:00

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2008-10-06T15:45:00.005+08:00

WHILE FLIMING.

my fav equip.
my facination,
i call it maomao.

ghee and menny.
yes. she's the lighting girl.

Hazel is damn cute.
DIRECTOR hazel.

LASTLY

time for a drag with kristin.
she's my PB buddy.
hahhaa.

LEAN MEAT PLEASE.

2008-10-06T15:28:00.005+08:00

FLIMING IN PROGRESS.
I didn't know i can act that well!!
okay. i'm just lying.

i totally screwed up my script.
aside from the fact i got the script on that day itself,
aside from the fact that i'm bloody sick.
[i have like fucking fever, a menses is coming thing in my stomach and like a hell of a sore throat]

Ghee have to thank Me and Menny like a thousand times seriously!
especially the B__ scene.
fuck sia, i have to wear a TUBE and try to look N____...
and pretend with menny.
the L__ r_____g part is FUCKING HORRIBLE.

Last thing on earth i wana be is a ACTRESS with a memory like mine.
next saturday, to complete 3 more scenes and i'm done.
fuck. we have to do it outdoors, how paisei.!
better start looking at the lines i have to remember.

then we went to celebrate ZINC's BIRTHDAY.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BITCH!

that was so saturday..

her birthday is sunday people.

Sunday is a stay home to rest.

but then Miss Menses really dropped by and killed me.

4 months+ without it and i still don't like her company.

PAINS ME so badly i was a invalid the whole day...

end up lying on the couch,
watching "jumong" a new korean drama.~

IT'S MONDAY!

okay. it's pretty relaxed today..
alot of read up and MY TEAM BULLY ME.
hahahhaa. cries.

finally met up with ais,
realised that we totally missed each other.
aside from the stupid people thinking that we have something going on under.
everything was pretty much awesome.

KRISTIN thinks ais is preetttyyy siiaaaa...
hahah.
she's so killing me.

there are times.
A disagreement.
when inside our circle of friends,
things become rough and unbearable.
spoiling a whole friendship that took years to build.

GREAT. I'M HAVING UT SOON...

and like, i just got a call from Birdy that Rong is in the Hospital.

there goes the plan to cut my hair today.

ARGHHHHHHHH..

2008-10-03T15:42:00.002+08:00

PLAY was damn awful yesterday,
as in the music the DJ was playing.
but its the company that keeps us all happy..

One stupid thing i had to do?
the loser has to go dance with the drunkard.
guess who lost. ME!

i dont have a picture yet of that night.
but ohwell.
it was quite fun.
not exact mind blowing dynamic fun.
but as i said, it's the company that counts.

2008-10-03T15:27:00.003+08:00

Somehow, i just feel like trash inside.

the things cropped up inside pile-ing up day by day.

it's dragging me down and i'm not getting anywhere.

Maybe i should just take a foot out
even though i know i'm gonna be wrong about that one step.

talk about a breather, talk about the faces that are a blur.

it's getting no where.

i'm back at square one.

2008-10-02T16:10:00.000+08:00

Okay. thats like a total BLUR!
feels like i hadn't been in school for about a week...
from friday till thursday, today.

Friday-f1
Saturday-f1
Sunday-f1

Monday:
had school.
then went to pan pacific hotel with vally wally to meet the rest.
Siok, Rong, Angel, Evelyn, Valerie, Jael, Cynthia, Joan......
had xiao long bao at this chinese restaurant with mian.
[i still prefer crystal jade’s]

Then we went timber.
Rong says since i don’t get drunk easily i should try FLAMING TOWER.
But then like very scary like that,
so i gave eve a straw and asked her to drink with me.

DRINKING FLAMES DOWN!!!
They were damn unprofessional because my straw like MELTED.
Not 1 time but 3 times!!!

i shall go try it somewhere else.

Oh the pizza there is damn good.
Thin crust my favourite.

TUESDAY:
Eve gave a wake up call to me.
Meet the rest at kovan, rong drove us to SENTOSA.
Bought a hell load of stuff including volleyball and guess what?
just as i thought of getting a tan.
Bloody hell,.. It started to RAIN!!!!

So we went NUS, grabbed Subway for lunch..
Because rong has a 30min language class.

we decided to wait for her then head over to shovis house.

30mins:
Plus Ahlif/leaf was dozing off in the car,

So.

Me, angel, evee and shovis had our girls talk.
Hushhush.

Let the pictures do the talking...
At shovis’ house.

then we went chinatown for TIAN JI ZOU.

damn nice lahhh.

then we went for desserts
but im so full im gonna produce baby food,
a mixture of what i eaten before.

happy wappy.

going to PLAY later~

meeting long lost friends like yc, phylis and others.

ciao.

2008-09-29T14:19:00.003+08:00

That Day.

your message.

i'm not over you, not yet.

i didn't know we think alike.

because you said the same thing.

my heart jumped a beat.

i hadn't seen your name in my mesage box
for a really long time.

2008-09-29T11:42:00.005+08:00

F1 is over!!
- although he crashed, i'm still a fan of kimi raikkonen.

It was bloody tiring,
i feel totally toned up
and LOSING alot of weight.

I BONDED WITH THIS SHIT
FOR LIKE 3DAYS.

yes, like totally sleeped with it
bathed with it and stuff.

A comforting thought?
im not the only one.

our lovey clique.
starting from the left;
cynthia, siok, valerie, me, lingleng, Joan.

yes, the whole crew.
im totally in love with troy and florance.
they are like so nice.
so much better then my parents.

although troy was drunk most of the time.
haha.

GUESSS WHOOO?
i see until don't wana seee...
oh you know where~~
hahahahaha.

she's so gonna kill me!

CYNTHIA LOR.

why the rose?
this really DRUNK japanese lady gave it to her.

really sweet.
the lady kissed the rose and gave it to cyn.

Last day of work...
Everyone was pretty HIGH.
Desserts were shipped over,
with fruits, champange
and a hell load of other drinks!

then there were like tourist
snapping pictures of us every 5 mins.

Troy was really drunk.
he poured water all over me and valerie...
like totally half drenched!
then he grab val and danced with her.
then he went around hugging the rest of the people.
damn scary!

then we had tourist do dares like wear kids clothes without tearing it
and they get like a discount and stuff.

ohoh, and did i say the customers keep hitting on us.
damn irritating!
poor Joan, got the worse of it though.
a korean uncle!

this is how it went;
K:"what time do your shop close?"
J:"around 1am"
K:"where are you going after that?"
J: "huh?"
K: went red in the face. started stammering the question again.
J: "HUH!"
and the guy went off with a dose of over-embarassment.
and i laughed when she said huh the first time,
the second time i was like laughing out loud at his face.
damn funny lah.

Val and i were both serving this two quite good-looking angmohs.
they tried to pick us up.
lets just name them X and Z.
X was interested in val,
Z in me...

C: "that will be $380."
Z: "okay... hmmm.. do you want my number?"
C: pretends not to hear.
Z: "can i give you my number?"
C: passes him pen to sign for the visa transaction.
X: "we'll right the number at the back of the paper okay.."
C: very irritated tone " sure just go ahead."
Z: very happy wrote his down.
X: shouted at Z - "write mine down too."
turns to val - "this is my number call me".
C: turns to val and val looks back at me.
then we frown.
Z: gave back the transaction recipet/numbers at the back.
"we'll be in singapore till the end of this week. can i expect a call from you?"
V: turns and look at me and i looked at her.
then we both turn back and smile.
C: took the recipet and stashed it with the rest.

please, i like people abit harder to get
hahaha. they didn't impress me one lil bit.

yawns yawns.
im damn tired, dragging myself off the bed....
what to do, i only got 3 hours of sleep.

heading to town later to meet the F1 clique,
then a movie and dinner with scaved.
rong just came to our school, i bet she misses us!

loves.

2008-09-25T08:36:00.002+08:00

Let's look at this whole week...
Monday - Steak
Tuesday - Bball
Wednesday - Shopping
Thursday - Sushi
Friday - F1
Saturday - F1
Sunday - F1

No wonder whiney menny is complaining i have no life.
i don't even have time to club.

but then again.
i'm having fun, so it's just annoyed menny.
Bec that i aint got time to go Phuture with her!

shopping yesterday is what i could say painful.
my thighs we complaining bec i had bball the day before...
PAINFUL.
half melissa's fault bec she just can't help hitting me the entire day
although i went all the way to her house,
just to help her choose what to wear for Butter Factory.
Stupid theme just has to be "black and gold"

well, complains aside.
i love my life.
not to say next tues is SENTOSA.
hi people; "my name is lobster!"

2008-09-22T15:37:00.001+08:00

When I was young.
I used to pray for a bike,
then I realized that God doesn't work that way,
so I stole a bike and i prayed for forgiveness.

don't you just love the logic?

2008-09-19T15:54:00.005+08:00

that was soooooo.. yesterday.
BUT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELVIN!!!!

completely explains why im so tired today.

today class is just so full of laughter, okay i admit i am damn noisy...
so i arm wrestle with kristin.
then the whole class erupted with giggles from the girls...
WHAT HAPPENED?
i dont tell you lei!
later kristen scold me, saying she no face.
hahhaa.

then this fynn arhh.....
fynn. you must keep a mile away from me!
not my fault if you_______.
your not as straight as a ruler please.

I feel like some smell-me-please session.
thanks arh. sniffheresniffthere!
but they say my new perfume nice.
i'm damn happy!!

OKAY TIME FOR DINNER OUT WITH FRIENDSS..
I NEED ALCOHOL AND A DRAG...
somehow.
dammit, i have been drinking everyday.
fuck.

2008-09-18T15:47:00.001+08:00

words left unspoken.

a drag.

Let downs.

2008-09-17T14:32:00.004+08:00

I wasn't the only one.

you did that 1 other time before,

should i be relieved?

searching, finding, waiting.

seems to be everywhere but getting nowhere in the process.

looking back, too many broken hearts.

what's the point of all this damage that i caused?

i have no idea anymore.

when the memories just fade away.
looking at your name on my handphone doesn't hurt anymore.

then what is this other change?

a change you brought to me.

i burned my diary and started a new one.

it's time to put your name into ink, a imprint, a past.

unlike the rest.

but i will never change.

will i?

whats all this empty space.

i dreamt of you, you across the table looking at me.
with tears in your eyes.
just like everytime you hug me before our goodbyes.

2008-09-16T22:10:00.000+08:00

now fynn is chasing me off to bed to....

okay time to get out of cyber space world.

2008-09-16T21:36:00.003+08:00

finally did the comic strip for the RJ.
omg. the application has such cute cartoons and stuff.
i'm in love with this shit!!!

okay, shear says i need to get to sleep as soon as possible.
My fever subsided after the dose of panadol
but i'm still thoroughly exhuasted!

so nighty whitey people.
kisses and hugs.

2008-09-16T15:43:00.003+08:00

it's so fucking stressful.

i swear i hate tuesdays.

no, really.

and my fever is not getting any better..

i just lost my will for living.

maybe because it doesn't really have much that i'm bothered about anymore.

just sometimes.

but it all seems to last for a really long time.

2008-09-15T15:47:00.000+08:00

CABBING HOME.

my heart my fucking heart.

ahhhhh.!!!!!

2008-09-15T08:53:00.004+08:00

Summary of the weekends, baby.

of all beers i seriously
prefer heineken.

really if you didnt know please
go and try all the different brands.. =]

MOONCAKE FESTIVAL

what else?
candles, candles, chatting,
laughter its all the same..

a star for this year..

mounding of wax..

into hearts.

if you think its easy
please go and try!

BUTBUTBUTTTT...

guess what's different this year?

ILLEGAL DRIVING!
zinc fetched us me and reina home.

and she was trembling
throughout the whole journey.
but i swear she drives better then carson!

carson has license,
she doesnt have one YET.
what does it say?

BOOHOOOO CARSON!!

the journey home was so
non-tiring and like totally drifty.

i'm just totally lazy to blog.
i need time seriously..
time to have train breaks.
time to go clubbing.
time to stop drinking at home. [meaning i should go somewhere else]
time to like sort out some stuff that i put aside, till next time.
time for a stayover.
time to meetup with the rest.

time to meet the nightmare....

*SCREAMS*

2008-09-12T10:47:00.001+08:00

AHHHHH!!

someone said; "your my xiao ke ai."

omg. so cute.

so loved.

2008-09-12T09:26:00.002+08:00

we're drifting apart?

yes. i want it that way.

i'm easily sick.

trust me, i never really liked myself.

2008-09-12T08:38:00.003+08:00

WOKE UP SAD.
I swear this faci is a real NERD.
no offence really, but the more i look at him
the more i feel my soul escaping from my body.
it would really help if i have something good to look at
for a morning like this.

Like damn, this morning.
i have no idea whats wrong with me...
i actually brought my bolster i was hugging to sleep all the way to the toilet,
i didnt even realise i was holding it
only occured to me when i realise i cant strip to bathe with one hand.
man, how tiring.!

then i just stared blankly at my wardrobe,
until i got screamed at for not being dressed yet.
I don't usually have a problem dressing for school.
okay. so i just randomly took a White shirt,
i mean how difficult can it get?
white goes well with any other colours.

walk over to the side.; 4 different ties.
damn.
walk over to the wardrobe; coat, pullover, vest.
fuck.

Stared into the mirror;
classical music playing...
CLASSIC.
grabs a black tie.

then i realise im having a bad hair day.
damn cap, no cap?
beanie, no beanie?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
double fuck.
then zinc was being the bitch was telling me she's at BS
and i gotta get my ass moving.
a jog in the morning.

Suddenely i felt like going home, back to my bed.
I WANA SLEEP ARH!
didn't help when this bloody sissy was staring at me on the bus.
i pretend to sleep, he was still looking..
so i stare back at him lor!

2008-09-11T08:24:00.005+08:00

YES!!! IM NOT LATE FOR SCHOOL!
hahaha.

the cost of coming early to school?
I LOST MY SHADES.
basket lah.

okay, i have been neglecting my blog like shit.
but im really not to blame, no matter what it's not my fault!

LETS DO A LIL KETCHUP.
went SnowCity with zinc, sc, reina and reina's family....
that day.
i forgot which day lah, go see menny's blog.
because i meet her after that.
so we sat by the fountain to chatchatchat.
Someone has been very naughty.
talk about no two people alike.
MY FOOT ARH.
because zinc obviously wana slap me and menny,
I therefore decided that scorpios are sooooo..
you know. Scandalious.

then it has been back to school.
class is well Fun..
gotta group with new classmates and what else?
everyone in my group has nicknames alrdy.
well, im bad at chinese names remember.

so far, i have like
DUCKY, PORRIDGE, ROUND WIND, PIXIE.
the rest have like english names so oh well...
and i wonder why they started calling me...
Linda.
like eewww.. stupid problem statement.

back to reality:
FACILITATOR is HERE!!
the tamil bitch is here talking already.
wish me luck that i understand what the hell she's saying today please.
please give me god ears because her accent.......
wadlau... fucking strong can!
[i can't imitate her accent, damn. thats how bad it is!]

ciao.

2008-09-06T17:19:00.002+08:00

Deceiving and Lying.

i'm tired.

2008-09-04T18:48:00.004+08:00

FIRST DAY OF LIFE IN A NEW CLASS.
Class was really pin-drop-also-can-hear quiet in the morning
and MSN wasn't helping by being sucha bitch.

How bad can it get anyway?
I have seriously got a block of wood for a brain in the morning,
didn't even knew it was my turn when the introducing-of-oneself came about.
yes all eyes were on me and i was like "me?"
and yes of course they laughed.

DAMN happy after the first break out.
She's the best. Fynn came over to my class, the first somemore.

Second meeting back in class; then things started to warm up.

Then came along the questions that i should have already gotten used to...

"are you singaporean?"

"why your surname so funny one!"
"how do i pronounce your name?"

Laughed and laughed until the Facilitator stared at us.

funfunfun. my group is damn noisy!

THEN CAME SECOND BREAKOUT.

then came the rest to visit me. SUPER LOVED LAH!!

then we all went class hopping, collecting people and checking others out.

damn tired i tell you!

OHOH...
Zinc is like SUPER DUPER WELL KNOWN AMONG THE GIRLS!

went to her class and they were like;
"zinc... how to do?"

"zinc!"

"zinc help me."

wah. zinc here zinc there.

I see and hear until head pain sia!

3rd meeting is a pure torture.

i was actually trying hard to remain CALM,
Breathe christ, breathe!.

the facilitator is HORRIBLE MAN.!

going on and on like some long-winded bitch.

made me feel so god damn tired and fucking restless.

Annoying.

no you have no idea how annoying..

aside that everyone says i look almost naked
and like complaining that i'm wearing damn less then my usual.

THE POINT IS;
TO THINK I MET HIM.
that i have really meant to avoid at all cost.

fuck shitt.

hopefully tmr is better.

But this class seems like fun.!

*GRINS*

2008-09-03T15:39:00.004+08:00

QUIZZES.

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's" Divine Comedy Inferno Test

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Personality disorder;

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:	High
Antisocial Personality Disorder:	Low
Borderline Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Histrionic Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:	Low
Avoidant Personality Disorder:	Low
Dependent Personality Disorder:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Low
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